Brooke I left Evan’s place the second I knew he was sleeping. I was awake when he came into the room, but I couldn’t talk to him or face him. I would have walked out after we kissed, but he wouldn’t have allowed me to leave. I have not ever felt as rejected in my life as when Evan pulled away, and complete regret took over his face. That kiss to me is something I have wanted for so long. Something I have craved but never believed it would happen. I shouldn’t have been surprised at his reaction because he doesn’t see me that way. He has made it clear more than once. I don’t know how I will deal with it when I see him. To him, it was a drunken mistake, and yes, he will probably be embarrassed by it. Me, though, I can’t get it out of my mind. The kiss was incredible and passionate. That