Brooke
I sigh and sit up. I run my fingers through my messy hair and shake my head. It wasn’t my plan to have s*x with Evan again, but I couldn’t help myself when I woke up this morning. I shouldn’t have! But the s*x is so damn good between us. I can’t let it happen again. I need to be strong. I can’t allow my hormones to control me because it will end in disaster.
My emotions are mixed. I am happy I finally got him, even if it wasn’t the way I wanted, but I am also sad because I know I will never have more with him.
I climb out of bed, pull my dressing gown on and strip the covers off to change them since we made a mess of my sheets. I dump them in the washing basket. I will put them in the machine once I’ve had my shower. I find clean bedding and put them on.
I sit on the bed and t
