37 Her shoulders fell, rose, and fell again as she sobbed quietly, all the while laying dejectedly on her mother's bed. Never did she see this coming when she had parted ways with Amos. But somehow after she had gotten home, infuriation had filled her guts as she stumbled towards her mother's room and what she thought would turn into a heated fight between them, turned into a pity party. Amos shouldn't affect her like, she thought to herself. She was the one who asked for the breakup and accused him of making her feel suffocated. She had said mean things to him and though he had tried playing whatever game had wanted with her, she knew it was him trying to reach out to her, to their strained relationship but she had still broken up with him. But she couldn't blame herself for feeling