My Only Light (Severus Snape Fanfic)

My name is Mercy I'm 17 years old, I was returning to Hogwarts this school year which is the last year you can attend. I was mostly on my own learning by myself the past 5 years. I'm very smart I just tend to cause some trouble. My first year at Hogwarts I was 12-13 years old when I was put in Ravenclaw. I surely had the smarts for it. I grew up with library after library of books. Im super nervous about going back to Hogwarts. I'm afraid people might learn of my secret. I've hidden in the shadows most of my life. The darkness was my only friend. I have long dark Red hair people say I was kissed by fire but my hair was to dark for that light red. My eyes were A light gray color, depending on my mood the color would change to a deep grey if I was mad, a few times my eye color will turn almost black color if I'm feeling lustful. I've never had s*x or a real kiss before even though my body was almost perfect if it wasn't for the small white lines that were on my wrist. Sometimes I'd get so overwhelmed that I'd have to release the tension so one after the next I would cut sighing in release. Its been a few months since my last session. I feel lust when I cut, an energy shoots through my body to my center. I drove my flying crotch rocket to Hogwarts and awaited Professor McGonagall like she asked me too. "Today is a new day, a new year, a new life." I told myself. -If you like this prologue please Vote and comment for more. I have the next few chapter ready. Tell me what you think the secret is? If you guess correctly I'll let you help wrote this novella. -