Kelly Did I feel better enough to be a mom? I don’t know, but you're never ready to be a mom right? “That’s a very good question. It isn’t a clear cut yes or no. Am I better? Yes, very much so. Do I love my son? Yes, very much so. Does it break my heart seeing him being raised by his grandparents? Yes.” I told Austin. “Sounds like you are ready. Whatever you need Kelly, just know I will be there to help you as best as I can. Xavier might be gone and he was my friend, but you were my friend too.” Austin said. “Thanks, please don’t judge me about all of this.” I told him. “Kelly…. I will make you a deal, I won’t judge you if you don’t judge me on my grandmother these next few days.” Austin said. “Um, ok only if you tell me why you just said that.” I asked Austin. This time Austin look