Strength. Independence. Self belief.
Strength. Independence. Self belief.
I kept repeating it over and over in my head as I clenched my fist and reached for the door. Hesitation set in and I repeated it once more in my head.
Knock knock
No going back now.
“Come in”. I exhaled and pushed the handle down
“Baby girl!” Joe jumped up from his desk whilst I closed the door behind me to his office. I turned back to him meeting his puppy dog gaze.
“Come and sit down” he beckoned me to the chair. I walked slowly over to the chair and sat down. He walked around the desk and leant against it. Just like the first time I entered his office before. He foldedhis arms across his chest and pressed his lips together.
“I’m so glad you came to see me” he said and I just stared at my tightly pressed thighs. Every time I’m near him I can’t help but swoon over his intoxicating smell. I composed myself and stiffened my back.
“Joe, I...” I slumped back down as the images of Ryan came back into my head with his lips wrapped in between Ashley’s. The betrayal of it reminded me of Demi. I don’t feel I can ever trust Joe again so why the hell did I come? Silence filled the room and Joe continued to look at me. He was wearing the navy blue suit I loved.
“Baby girl, stand up” he finally broke the silence. I stood from my seat so that Joe was standing directly in front of me. He reached his arms out and pulled my hips closer to him so that his legs touched mine. Tucking a piece of hair behind my ear, he looked at my plump lips. It was as if he was hypnotising me, erasing my memories of all the things he had done to hurt me.
“Ryan know your here?” He asked with a slightly jealous tone. I scrunched my brows down in anger at the mention of his name and shook my head. He sat back a bit and pressed his lips together once again. Sighing through his nose, he took my hands.
“Baby girl, I tried to tell you” he said taking the high ground. He had guessed it from my face that something had happened between him and Ashley.
“He is like every other little boy, thinks with his d**k and not his head” he scowled and made me feel like a little child being spoken to by her father. Before I could defend him he pulled me into his embrace. I melted to the scent of his aftershave and the muscular build that hugged my body tightly. I thought about how he would react when I tell him that I think I could be pregnant with his baby. Will he run? Will he abandon me? Will he want to be a dad? I just didn’t know and was too frightened to find out. I just wanted to enjoy this moment of security.
He let go and brushed my cheek with his thumb. The look he gave me was deep and heart felt. Just say it Lauren!
“Joe, I need to...” before I could finish he pressed his lips against mine and caressed my neck with his fingers. I felt all of the tension wash away and any words I was about to speak suck back to my core. His kisses were more powerful than before. He was kissing me with such intimacy that I had fallen back into the same grasp as before. The kiss became more desperate, more enticing and greedy. He stepped away from his desk and bent down to grab my thighs, still connected to my lips, he lifted me up and turned to the desk. He placed me on it and moved his lips down to my chest. The blouse I was wearing was ripped down the centre from pure frustration and he caressed my skin with his lips. “Oh Joe” I called out and it didn’t seem to bother him. He didn’t punish me for calling him Joe instead of sir, he actually seemed to enjoy it.
Once he had placed his mouth to my stomach my ringtone went off in my back and interrupted Joe from going any further. I looked at him with apology and rushed over to it.
‘Ryan’. I placed my finger in the air asking Joe to hold on. I answered the call.
“Lauren? Where are you? You didn’t come back from your walk I was beginning to get worried” he said.
Rage overcame me and I found myself yelling down the phone.
“Ryan... you were too busy shoving your d**k in Ashley to give a s**t where I was!”
He was silent from shock and I continued.
“Just leave me alone Ryan, you made your choice and I’ve made mine”
I hung up quickly and threw the phone in the bottom of my bag.
“Are you...” Joe started but I cut him off by pulling him off of the desk and sitting him in the chair I was previously sitting in. The rage boiling through my veins needed to be released and I knew just how to release it.
I pulled at his shirt and the buttons pinged off one by one. I buried my lips into his chest as I pulled it off of his arms. I gazed at him with venom in my eyes. “I want you to f**k me... sir, f**k me until I am sore, f**k me until I can’t walk, f**k the life out of me just please...” I leaned in to his lips. “Get rid of my frustration and f**k me” I begged as I breathed on his lips. He looked at me in shock and grinned evilly.
**Joe’s POV**
I don’t know what has come over her. It was as if something was unleashed from within her and she was now an expert at this. I pushed her back to the desk to regain control and reached over her to grab my office phone. I tapped the keys and rang the reception phone outside, I knew this was going to be loud and wild so I wanted to have a bit of privacy.
“Yes boss?” Cassie said picking up the phone. Lauren was gnawing at my skin on my chest as I spoke on the phone, teasing me and taunting me.
“Cassie, I need you to...” I began to giggle slightly as Lauren caught one of my tickle spots.
“Just take the rest of the day off Cassie, after cancelling any appointments I have left that is” I managed to say through chuckling at Lauren’s nibbles. I could hear Cassie was fairly amused and knew exactly why I asked her to do this.
“Ties up boss?” She joked and I replied “something like that”.
“Okay boss, will do” I hung the phone up quickly and gripped Lauren’s wrists, pinning her to the desk.
“Calm down baby girl, you keep acting this way then you will make me c*m too soon and we don’t want that now do we” I bit her ear lobe whilst still holding her wrists in the same position. She groaned as I indulged on her enthusiasm. I grazed my lips across her hard n*****s that were covered by her bra. Letting go of one of her wrists I pulled the bra out of the way so I could suck upon her n****e. She squirmed underneath me as I nipped her sensitivity with my teeth. I reached underneath her and set her plump, suffocated breasts free.
“Please sir, please...” she begged and I raised my head to gaze into her eyes. “Please what?” I pressed.
“Please, I want you, I need you now”. Her words were encouraging towards my ego as she begged me desperately. I stood up straight and released my bulge from my trousers. Dropping the to the floor and pulling down her jeans, I parted her legs with my waist to get to her wet p***y. Squatting down to her sweet slit, I covered it with my mouth and indulged in the sweet taste that tickled at my tongue.
“Mmmm” I groaned as she lifted her leg to reveal her clit to me. I used my fingers to spread her gently to get to a better position and pressed my tongue hard against her swollen clit. She wriggled and jolted at the sensation. “Oh my god, I’m so close sir, I’m so...” she trailed her sentence off into a moan as she tensed up and her clit began to pulsate against my tongue. Once she had reached the end of her orgasm I stood to my feet and smirked at her. “Good girl” I said and placed my length deep into her hole. She gasped and arched her back and I pressed the rest of my shaft deep into her.
The sweet sound of her moans spurred me to pound her core. She was almost screaming in pleasure and I thought that maybe I was hurting her to much so I slowed my pace. She snapped her head up at me and said “no sir, harder, f**k me harder” she panted and I happily obliged. I pushed my d**k into her harder and faster and she was close to another orgasm. But I didn’t want that yet so I took my c**k out of her and before she could say a word, I flipped her to her front, bending her over the desk and slapping her arse. I pressed my d**k back into her and she moaned into the desk. I held down her cheek and f****d her harder and faster than I ever have before. She wants a f*****g release, I’ll will give her one. I thrusted two more times and she gripped at my shaft inside of her as she groaned in pleasure. The way her walls twitched around my c**k made me want to explode. “Oh baby girl, I’m going to c*m” I growled as I pounded into her. “I’m going to fill you up”. “No!” But before anything could be done my d**k released its load deep inside of her.
“Oh baby” I puffed I pulled out of her. She was lying there lifeless but with the look of regret on her face. “What is it baby girl?” I huffed getting my breath back. “I... it’s nothing” she said and stood up to sort herself out.