Last night was insane. I strangely enjoyed being Joe’s submissive and he seemed to really enjoy being in control. I couldn’t stop thinking about it all day. I was absolutely exhausted from it that he had to carry me into the bedroom because my legs were completely shaken up. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower. My hair is such a mess! I am such mess! I stepped into the shower after I had taken my clothes off. I closed my eyes and let my imagination run wild as the water trickled down my skin. The way he touched me and took control of me made me eager for him to do it again. I imagined the touch of his hand on my skin and I bit my lip. I used my hand to mimic what his had done last night. The way he trailed it down my body and across my stomach.
Suddenly I had imagined it so in depth that it was as if I could actually feel him. Hold on a second, that’s not my hand. My eyes snapped open and I looked down to find Joe’s hand caressing my thighs. He kissed the back of my neck and whispered “touching yourself? You are asking to be punished again”. I gasped and turned my head slightly to look at him in the corner of my eye.
“Joe!” He shushed me and placed his finger to my lips.
“You are not to touch yourself” he pushed his hands against my clit, held my waist to pulled me into his body and kissed along my spine.
“Not unless I am the one to touch you, do you understand?” He asked. I nodded and leaned my head back to rest on his chest. He moved his fingers in a circular motion and gripped at my throat with the hand that was free. I put my hands behind me and wrapped my fringes around his erection. He groaned as I tightened my grip. He put his fingers inside me and pumped them in and out causing me to tremble at the feel of it.
“Seems like my baby girl didn’t get enough last night” he whispered in my ear as he gasped at the feel of my hand stroking his shaft. “I just started thinking about it sir and I just... uh” I couldn’t finish my sentence as my insides pulsated against his fingers. “Not yet” he breathed in my ear and I grunted in frustration. A few minutes passed and I was aching to release my orgasm.
“Oh... please, I just can’t hold it any...” he increased his speed and then finally said the words I was waiting to hear. “Do it baby” he moaned and my legs gave way as everything tensed and released from inside. Before I could take a second to breathe he pushed my head forward and held my hip to bend me over, slapped my cheek then pushed his d**k in me whilst I was still cumming. I gasped at the sensation of his thick hard cook shoving in and out of my wet pulsating p***y. I moaned so loud with pleasure as my hands leant against the glass for balance. He held my hips tightly to move me against his thrusts. It was building again and I couldn’t understand how as I have only just released. He grunted as he pushed himself deeper and then released as I came with such force that I went limp. We stood still for a moment and caught our breath.
“Don’t ever touch yourself again Lauren, otherwise that’s what you will be missing out on” he panted as he tried to regain his breath. I looked up at him with the water still trickling down my trembling body. “You will be pleasuring me otherwise and you will stay sexually frustrated” he smiled before exiting the shower leaving me breathless.
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Graduation day and it was coming to an end. We had all listened to the motivating speeches and collected our certificates one by one. My mum came and did her usual sob story of how she is so proud and that I’m all grown up and will forget all about her. She had to leave early though as she had to get to work, she couldn’t get the whole day off but I was happy she was there. My dad was a no show again. Something about work commitments or his new girlfriend or something. I don’t listen to his excuses anymore. I still couldn’t see any sign of Joe as he promised me he would come for the ceremony but he was no where to be seen. I was with Ryan in the main garden of the venue. We had our hats and gowns on clutching at our certificates.
“Well... we did it!” I said in excitement.
“You will go on to become a vet and I will be working with the marine animals!” He smiled and said “when is your interview at the rehabilitation centre?”
“Next week, they called me a couple of days ago and told me that once I have the certificate in my hand to call them back and I did it about 10 mins ago” I answered him bluntly with nerves.
“Really?” He looked confused as he didn’t see me on the phone.
“I went round the back so I had a bit of privacy from everyone and they said they will see me next week” my nerves began to show through my tone.
“You’ll smash it” he grinned and then looked around.
“Are your parents not here?” He asked and bowed my head in shame.
“My mum had to go to work but she was here” he looked at me confused.
“And... your dad” he hesitated.
I pressed my lips together and didn’t answer.
“I’m sorry” he apologised and grabbed my hands. “At least you’re mum came though right? And you still got me and my family here” he smiled trying to make me feel better. I looked at him and smiled.
“Well isn’t this cosy” Joe interrupted with the look of jealousy and irritation on his expression. We let go of each other’s hands with panic and stepped away from each other. My lips parted trying to think of how to explain myself and Joe was staring at Ryan with such anger.
“Joe! We were just congratulating each other”. He didn’t move his gaze for a moment then turned to me looking very unimpressed. It was silent for a moment until Ryan broke the tension.
“I’m gonna leave you two to it I think” he said about to turn and walk away. “Ryan, you don’t have...”
“No it’s okay, my family are waiting to take pictures anyway” he said pointing to them and walked off in their direction. I looked up at Joe and folded my arms.
“What?” He sternly said. “Really?” I was beginning to get fed up with him. He has got no right to be like this with me.
“Joe, your late! You come storming over here making assumptions then completely embarrass me in front of my friends!” He didn’t move or say anything. He just continued to stare at me with narrowed eyes.
“You missed the whole thing and you promised you would be here”.
“I am aren’t I?” he finally said and this angered me even more.
“Just go back to your precious office and you perfect life Joe! I’m use to the men in my life not being there for me and lying!” I couldn’t hold my words in. I was so angry that he had let me down on one of the most important days of my life and to top it off he greets me in a very belittling and embarrassing way.
“Just go!” I shouted and people turned around to look at us. The background noise died down as more people were listening and he just stood there as if we were the only people there.
“Congratulations on your graduation Lauren, but I said I would be here and I am, I just got held up at the office that’s all” he said in a quiet and calm tone.
“Well this was important and you have known about it for months” I huffed and he stepped closer to me.
“Please just... just go” I stuttered trying to ignore his sweet smelling cologne that wafted towards me.
“Okay baby girl” he tucked my hair behind my ear and stroked my face.
“I’m proud of you and will give you a ring later” he smiled as if nothing had happened. I gritted my teeth and grunted before walking towards Ryan. I could tell this irritated him because I turned back to see him tensed up and his fists clenched.
By the time I had reached Ryan, Joe had left and I felt the frustration growing inside of me. How could he be so affectionate and seductive to acting like a jealous arsehole. “Say cheese” Ryan’s mum said as she hid her face behind the camera. Me and Ryan posed standing close together and he put his arm around my waist and I placed my hand to his chest.
“Cheese”.