CHAPTER 7: THE WEDDING I'm all alone in my room. I don't know if I'm still doing this. I'm slowly losing hope in my situation. Xander delivered flowers to my room early in the morning and it made me smile at least. But I want him to stop giving me false hope that there's actually a change of feelings that will happen. I cried a lot last night and my eyes were slightly red when I woke up. I tried to treat it with ice to reduce the redness and it helped a little. I hope makeup will cover the redness and eye bags on my face. I want to look beautiful on my wedding day. I and Xander will be married and will be known as one on this day. Why did I ever agree on this? Weddings should be sacred. Its not just with a beast who claimed you and made a deal with you because he sees what he wants in yo