Jade's P.O.V I open my eyes, seeing the white ceiling. It was finally the day that I was going to get discharged. I was kept her for three more days because of all the tests and the observation period. I needed counseling, they said but I refused. I want to keep this sense of guilt more. It has become a part of my life that made me want to grow as a person and die as a friend. It was a double edged sword. That was how it worked. If I go and get myself treated, I might lose the Amanda and the attachment we had that grew over the years. Kheshannah was helping my pack up my things. That night, when I told her everything, it felt good but she kept quiet. She avoided eye contact, she doesn't initiate the conversations and she won't come anywhere near me. I don't know what I did wrong. Or d