May POV
*Warning-explicit content in this chapter*
I've been getting more anxious lately. It's been already a month since Rowan asked me to join him and I still haven't heard from him at all.
(Is it a good thing? I don't know but it doesn't make me feel any better.)
I know that right now a party is not something that will really help me with that situation but it will be a good distraction.
It's been a week since Sammy found out about us and I was finally able to get her to help me with Megan's surprise baby shower. She is starting to feel a bit more comfortable. And yesterday was so funny when she met Alpha Marcus. Jason brought her over to the packhouse to watch a movie, it was so she could get more comfortable around us again. Jason had already told her about the statuses of
