Chapter 25
FALLING, LIKE ICARUS, INTO THE SEAThe aurora light, which had flamed brightly, was now extinct,
and darkness was upon the face of the deep, where we floated on the
back of the monster. He swam, forcing himself onward with his
hind-legs, with one broad wing folded up close. Had both been
folded up the athaleb could have swum rapidly; but the broken wing
lay expanded over the water, tossing with the waves, so that our
progress was but slight. Had it not been for this, the athaleb's
own instinct might have served to guide him toward some shore which
we might have hoped to reach before life was extinct; but as it
was, all thought of reaching any shore was out of the question, and
there arose before us only the prospect of death—a death, too,
which must be lingering and painful and cruel. Thus amid the
darkness we floated, and the waves dashed around us, and the
athaleb never ceased to struggle in the water, trying to force his
way onward. It seemed sweet at that moment to have Layelah with me,
for what could have been more horrible than loneliness amid those
black waters? and Layelah's mind was made up to meet death with
joy, so that her mood conveyed itself to me. And I thought that
since death was inevitable it were better to meet it thus, and in
this way end my life—not amid the horrors of the sacrifice and the
Mista Kosek, but in a way which seemed natural to a seafaring man
like myself, and with which I had long familiarized my thoughts.
For I had fallen upon a world and among people which were all alien
and unintelligible to me; and to live on would only open the way to
new and worse calamities. There was peace also in the thought that
my death would snatch the prospect of death from Almah. She would
now be safe. It was only when we were together as lovers that death
threatened her; but now since I was removed she could resume her
former life, and she might remember me only as an episode in that
life. That she would remember me I felt sure, and that she would
weep for me and mourn after me was undeniable; but time as it
passed would surely alleviate that grief, and Almah would live and
be happy. Perhaps she might yet regain her native land and rejoin
her loved kindred, whom she would tell of the stranger from an
unknown shore who had loved her, and through whose death she had
gained her life. Such were the thoughts that filled my mind as I
floated over the black water with darkness all around, as I held
Layelah in my arms, with my coat wrapped around her, and murmured
in her ear tender words of consolation and sympathy.
A long, long time had passed—but how long I know not—when
suddenly Layelah gave a cry, and started up on her knees, with her
head bent forward listening intently. I too listened, and I could
distinctly hear the sound of breakers.
It was evident that we were approaching some shore; and, from
what I remembered of the shore of Magones, such a shore meant
death, and death alone. We stood up and tried to peer through the
gloom. At length we saw a whole line of breakers, and beyond all
was black. We waited anxiously in that position, and drew steadily
nearer. It was evident that the athaleb was desirous of reaching
that shore, and we could do nothing but await the result.
But the athaleb had his wits about him, and swam along on a line
with the breakers for some distance, until at length an opening
appeared, into which he directed his course. Passing through this
we reached still water, which seemed like a lagoon surrounded by a
coral reef. The athaleb swam on farther, and at length we saw
before us an island with a broad, sandy beach, beyond which was the
shadowy outline of a forest. Here the monster landed, and dragged
himself wearily upon the sand, where he spread his vast bulk out,
and lay panting heavily. We dismounted—I first, so as to assist
Layelah; and then it seemed as if death were postponed for a time,
since we had reached this place where the rich and rank vegetation
spoke of nothing but vigorous life.
Fortune had indeed dealt strangely with me. I had fled with
Almah, and with her had reached one desolate shore, and now I found
myself with Layelah upon another shore, desolate also, but not a
savage wilderness. This lonely island, ringed with the black ocean
waters, was the abode of a life of its own, and there was nothing
here to crush the soul into a horror of despair like that which was
caused by the tremendous scenes on Magones.
In an instant Layelah revived from her gloom. She looked around,
clapped her little hands, laughed aloud, and danced for joy.
"Oh, Atam-or," she cried, "see—see the trees, see the grass, the
bushes! This is a land of wonder. As for food, you can call it down
from the sky with your sepet-ram, or we can find it on the rocks.
Oh, Atam-or! life is better than death, and we can live here, and
we can be happy. This shall be better to us than the lands of the
Orin, for we shall be alone, and we shall be all in all to one
another."
I could not help laughing, and I said:
"Layelah, this is not the language of the Kosekin. You should at
once go to the other side of this island, and sit down and wait for
death."
"Never," said Layelah; "you are mine, Atam-or, and I never will
leave you. If you wish me to die for you, I will gladly lay down my
life; but I will not leave you. I love you, Atam-or; and now,
whether it be life or death, it is all the same so long as I have
you."
Our submersion in the sea and our long exposure afterward had
chilled both of us, but Layelah felt it most. She was shivering in
her wet clothes in spite of my coat which I insisted on her
wearing, and I determined, if possible, to k****e a fire.
Fortunately my powder was dry, for I had thrown off my flask with
my coat before jumping into the sea, and thus I had the means of
creating fire. I rubbed wet powder over my handkerchief, and then
gathered some dried sticks and moss. After this I found some dead
trees, the boughs of which were dry and brittle, and in the
exercise I soon grew warm, and had the satisfaction of seeing a
great heap of fagots accumulating. I fired my pistol into the
handkerchief, which, being saturated with powder, caught the fire,
and this I blew into a flame among the dried moss. A bright fire
now sprang up and blazed high in the air; while I, in order to have
an ample supply of fuel, continued to gather it for a long time. At
length, as I came back, I saw Layelah lying on the sand in front of
the fire, sound asleep. I was glad of this, for she was weary, and
had seemed so weak and tremulous that I had felt anxious; so now I
arranged my coat over her carefully, and then sat down for a time
to think over this new turn which my fortune had taken.
This island was certainly very unlike Magones, yet I had no
surety but that it might be equally destitute of food. This was the
first question, and I could not think of sleep until I had found
out more about the place. The aurora light, which constantly
brightens and lessens in this strange world, was now shining
gloriously, and I set forth to explore the island. The beach was of
fine sand all the way. The water was smooth, and shut in on every
side by an outer reef against which the sea-waves broke
incessantly. As I walked I soon perceived what the island was; for
I had often seen such places before in the South Pacific. It was,
in fact, a coral islet, with a reef of rocks encircling it on every
side. The vegetation, however, was unlike anything in the world
beyond; for it consisted of many varieties of tree-ferns, that
looked like palms, and giant grasses, and bamboo. The island was
but small, and the entire circuit was not over a mile. I saw
nothing that looked like food, nor did it seem likely that in so
small a place there could be enough sustenance for us. Our only
hope would be from the sea, yet even here I could see no signs of
any sort of shell-fish. On the whole the prospect was discouraging,
and I returned to the starting-point with a feeling of dejection;
but this feeling did not trouble me much at that time: my chief
thought was of rest, and I flung myself down on the sand and fell
asleep.
I was awakened by a cry from Layelah. Starting up, I saw her
standing and looking into the sky. She was intensely excited. As
soon as she saw me she rushed toward me and burst into tears, while
I, full of wonder, could only stare upward.
"Oh!" cried Layelah, "they've turned back—they've found us! We
shall have to leave our dear, lovely island. Oh, Atam-or, I shall
lose you now; for never, never, never again will you have one
thought of love for your poor Layelah!"
With these words she clung sobbing to me. For my part I do not
remember what I said to soothe her, for the sight above was so
amazing that it took up all my attention. The aurora shone bright,
and in the sky I saw two vast objects wheeling and circling, as if
about to descend. I recognized them at once as athalebs; but as
their backs were hid from view by their immense wings, I could not
make out whether they were wanderers about to alight of their own
accord, or guided here by riders—perhaps by the Kosekin from whom
we had been parted.
This much at least I remember. I said to Layelah that these
athalebs were wild ones, which had come here because they saw or
scented our wounded one; but Layelah shook her head with mournful
meaning.
"Oh no," said she; "Almah has come back for you. This fire-light
has guided them. If you had not made the fire they never, never,
never could have found us; but now all is lost."
There was no time for conversation or discussion. The athalebs
drew swiftly nearer and nearer, descending in long circuits, until
at length they touched the ground not far away on the wide sandy
beach. Then we saw people on their backs, and among them was Almah.
We hurried toward them, and Almah rushed into my arms, to the great
disgust of Layelah, for she was close beside me and saw it all. She
gave an exclamation of grief and despair, and hurried away.
From Almah I learned that our disappearance had caused alarm;
that two of the athalebs had come back in search of us; that they
had been to Magones, and had searched over the seas, and were just
about giving us up as lost, when the fire-light had attracted their
attention and drawn them here.
I said nothing at that time about the cause of our
disappearance, but merely remarked that the athaleb had fallen into
the sea and swam here. This was sufficient. They had to remain here
for some time longer to rest their athalebs. At length we prepared
to depart. Our wounded athaleb was left behind to take care of
himself. I was taken with Almah, and Layelah went on the other. We
were thus separated; and so we set forth upon our return, and at
length arrived at the amir.