A few days later when Jess took me back to the campus as I had requested.. I was already trying to think of ways I'd spend my holidays. I could tell Hannah and she'd take me to her home, I could not and chill here all alone like last time, or I could take my bursary money and go home... Those were the three options I had. "when will I see you?" Jess asked taking me out of my thoughts. I turned to look at her and decided to joke, "miss me already? " She gave me a sad smile, "yeah... And I'm scared I won't see you for a while.." I knew why she was scared, the second surprise that day turned out to be her suggesting that I at least the borrow money from her since I didn't want her to help me get home.. But I refused again. I couldn't involve money in our relationship.. I didn't want to me