CHAPTER 11
M I R A N D A
I try to fix my gray colored graded contact lenses inside the bathroom and dropped a few eyedropper to avoid my eyes from drying. I have always sported gray eyes ever since my drunken one night with Hugo Saintclare. Yeah, I’m a freaking coward.
I know, I’m always trying to hide my real identity from blond hair to the changed darker hair color and light blue eyes to fake gray colored lenses. Pathetic. f*****g pathetic Miranda. You are an absolute f*****g pathetic, I swear. I’m still hiding even though Hugo is already right in front of me yet I am still so scared.
I have always lived in guilt, embarrassment and… more guilt the more I see him, the guiltier I become.
I have to tell him, I have to. I must. I need to tell him because he is the father of Ben.
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