Chapter 12Lying on his back, Blair stared unseeingly up at the ceiling. With Kian in the house, things were vastly different. Joshua constantly looked distracted and there were no affectionate touches or kisses that Blair had so quickly become used to.
The pain in his chest threatened to crush him. We haven’t slept together since either. In just over a week, since Kian arrived, Blair’s world had collapsed about him. I can’t live in the bach yet. Even with all the amazing help Joshua organized it’s just not habitable. But I have my camping gear and I’m pretty mobile now. Maybe it’s time for me to move on and let Joshua’s life get back to normal. Although he’s said Kian isn’t his boyfriend, it’s obvious I’m not either.
Resuming his life without Joshua in it would be hard, but better that h
