[Brielle’s POV] Panic begins to build as the paramedics start to attempt to lift me. No! I couldn't go with them; what if L came back, or worse, what if he didn't? “You,” I hiss, feeling my tears beginning to fall down my cheeks. “Why did you show up and ruin everything?” I knew lashing out at Thad was wrong, especially when he looked genuinely concerned for me, but I was becoming manic. What would I do if L disappeared from my life because of this? “No,” I gasp, feeling my throat begin to close up. “I can't!” I would be completely alone without him! He was all I had after my parents’ murder. Because both sides of my family were gone, L was the closest thing I had, and I didn't want to picture a world without him. “Please!” I beg, clawing at the paramedic, who is gently leading me to