Second Thought

Chapter 31

        Horror played upon my face at the shocking video I was sent by a friend of the family. It showed me with the three women from the other night that was trying to get me to f**k them. Ever since that night I wondered where those girls came from but was left with empty thoughts. Rob sent me two videos and I was feeling uneasy about even watching the second. For one, I did not f**k those women. Yes, I wanted to bend them all over and f**k them all until they screamed my name, but I couldn’t. The only person I wanted to f**k at all was nowhere to be found. This video makes it out like a slept with these women. How is that even possible? Rob also let me know that Serenity had seen the video but that is all he knew. If she has seen this video then she thinks I f****d them. There is no telling what she felt while watching, that is if she could find herself to watch it.

        It’s been close to two months since I’ve saw the woman I love. Two long ass months. I don’t think there has even been a time I’ve went more than a few days without having s*x. It was starting to take its toll on me. I f*****g needed her, right now. I needed her body against mine, I needed to be inside of her. But when I clicked on the second video, my heart sank into my chest. I let out a whimper and a piece of me died a thousand deaths. That is until I realized this video must be a fake just like mine. It was the first time I had laid eyes on her in two months. She was taking my brother in her mouth while he was f*****g her with his fingers. Even though I thought it was fake, it didn’t make it any easier to watch.

        I contacted a friend and sent the videos to him to authenticate. I told him once he got the answer to email the results that way when I found her I could show her they were fake. I knew now this must be my brother’s doing. He did this to us. He tried to tear us away from one another. There was nothing or no one in this world that would stop me from being with my woman. Fake a video. I don’t care. Didn’t mean a damn thing. As long as she didn’t really touch him, that’s all that mattered. 

        Two days later I got the email confirming they were both fake. I knew it! Liam you can try to break me down, but it wont be that easy. The intensity of my rage was growing. With not seeing her, I couldn’t take it much longer. My ass was going crazy over here. Sleeping was damn near impossible, eating was nonexistent.

        Finding my way to my room, I sunk into the bed picking up the pair of underwear she was wearing the day she left. Her scent still over them. Faintly I could still smell her lingering arousal all over them. s**t! I needed a release and I needed it right now. Looking down, my d**k was growing at just the smell of her arousal surrounding me. Before knowing it, my legs were dragging me to the shower. Stepping in I felt the sting from the hot water washing over me. Without even thinking, my arm reached over and picked up my body wash. My hands traveled over my d**k and an idea sprung to mind. If I couldn’t have her the way I needed, then I would imagine her here with me while I helped release myself. With one hand sinking around my d**k and the other behind my head, my hands started to move over myself in a fast pace motion. Within minutes I was releasing myself into the shower feeling a little more relaxed. I haven’t done that since I was 15. Usually I had a woman that was more than willing to let me f**k them for my own satisfaction. My mind rushed back to Serenity and an idea sprung to mind.

        Why did I think of this before? I’m a f*****g i***t! Once dressed and back downstairs, finding my phone on the floor, I pressed a number and put it to my ear. “Hey Rob. Can you do me a favor?”

        “Yeah what’s up man?”

        “Can you track a phone if I give you the number?”

        “Are you serious right now? Do you not know me at all? Dude we have been buds since we were 14. You think you’d know I can do it all.”

        “Right. Sending you the phone now. Get back to me quick!” I ended the call feeling kinda proud of myself and also a little disappointed. I’m usually so quick about these things but with her on my mind. I wasn’t thinking straight. 10 minutes go by and my phone finally dinged. As promised, he had a location. Georgia? What the hell were they doing in Georgia? So, I called the airport booking a one-way ticket to get there as soon as I could.

**

        Took me one day and I was outside of a building that Rob had given me as the location of my brother. If he was here, so was she. I was getting ready to get out of my rental car when I saw her. She was rushing through the rotating doors and walking along the sidewalk. My eye widens when I took a good look at what she was wearing. What the hell was she? A damn stripper? Exiting my car quickly, I followed her. Creep is the only thing replaying over in my head. “Shut up,” I told myself. Once I had caught up to her, she walked into a night club. Well at least its not a strip club. s**t! Another hour before they open. So, I went back to my car, sitting there until it was 8pm.

        The night club was actually kinda nice. It smelt of sweet fragrances and cheap cigars but overall, not bad. My eyes immediately located her once inside. I needed her but all I could do was to watch her from a distance for right now. As she quickly made her way over to the bar where I was I sat back hoping she wouldn’t notice me. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a black hat sitting on a chair. Without thinking, I placed it over my head to hide my face.

        “Well, hello.” Oh f**k. She was talking to me. I didn’t want her to know it was me. Yet. So I just tipped my hat but as she started to walk away, my hand found its way to her arm before I could stop it. She loudly gulped. It wasn’t a scared gulp but a hair standing on your arms turned on kinda gulp. Just feeling her soft skin was starting to calm me down. Two seconds more of touching her and I would have bent her over right her on the bar and f****d her in front of everyone. When she placed her hand on my shoulder it sent vibrating tingles throughout. Just a simple touch from her was enough to get me hard. My eyes traveled down toward my pants, where my d**k was clearly bulging through. Control yourself! She spoke once again, “If your going to touch me like that, your going to have to pay for it. Can I get you a whiskey?” Again, all I did was nod. It was easy to tell she did this with comfort. This was her way of getting a nice tip from the handsy males in the place.

        My eyes followed her throughout the night until it was closing time. It was really late and very dark, so I took it as an opportunity. She walked out a few minutes after me. I hid in one of the alleyways on her walk back to her building. As she was walking past, I grabbed her by the waist and brought her close to me.

        “What the hell do you think your doing creep?” She wiggled from my hold, but she wasn’t getting away that easy. My lips found her neck, placing soft wet kisses down toward her chest. “Please...” She stopped her sentence. I could tell I was affecting her. My anger surfaced a little. What if this had been any other man? Would she be sitting her letting him feel her up? Even though my mind wandered my hands were having a different reaction. She tried to lift the hat up so she could see who she was looking at, but I wasn’t ready for that yet. She wanted me. Her breathing started to go uncontrolled. Her body swaying with mine. This was us. This was our bodies way of telling us we needed each other.

       My mouth opened this time as I couldn’t fight it any longer. “Serenity...I need you right here, right now.”

      She flipped the hat up over my face. Shock radiating off her. The next thing I knew her hand connected to my face. Clutching my face with my hand, I watched her storm off. She wasn’t getting away that easy. Running after her, my hand cuffed her wrist and spun her around to me. Before she could reject me again, my lips found hers. She placed her arm around my waist, pulling me closer toward her until we were backed into a wall. Our mouths moved against each other, tasting each other for the first time in months. She tasted of sweet peppermint and the scent of her rose smelling perfume, sent me over the edge. I cuffed her wrist again, marching toward my car. I pushed her into the backseat, climbing in with her. Need took over as my eyes started wondering over her. Taking her in, looking damn sexy. The way her skirt rode to the top of her thighs sent me into a frenzy. I pushed myself against her to let her know I was ready for her and I wasn’t about to take no for an answer. To my surprise she didn’t fight it. She welcomed it in and she went straight for my pants. My hands took over pushing them down to my knees. I looked up to her to find her eyes wanting and pleading for me to take her right now. So that’s what I did. My fingers pushed her panties out of the way as my d**k slid into her. “f**k, your so tight.” This pleased me to no end. This means that she hasn’t been with any other man besides me. My body moved in slow sweet motions pushing inside of her further.

            “Oh, Alexander.” She moaned into my ear. She was so damn intoxicating. I could feel myself building already. So in one swift motion I was out of her. “Please…I’m so close Alexander. Please. Don’t. Stop.” I slammed inside of her as hard as I could and back out again. Back in. Back out and back in again. Her insides were tightening around me which was sending me closer and closer to my own release. Her legs began to shake as she let go all around me. Because I had no condom this time, I had to pull out of her, letting my release fall onto her breast.