Second Thought

Chapter 33

Serenity’s POV

            Birds started chirping outside my window, causing me to wake from my slumber. My arms were still tightly wrapped around my legs and I didn’t want to move. A knock came upon my door. Staying silent was my move. In my own little world right now, I didn’t want to be disturbed.

            “Serenity, please let me know you are okay.” Alexander’s voice echoed through my door. They must have worked things out after I fell asleep otherwise Liam wouldn’t’ have let him stay here. Uhh! I groaned, not wanting to move. Alexander was consistent though. I knew he wouldn’t leave until I let him in. Sitting up on my knees, my arm reached over toward the door to unlock it. Alexander opened the door slightly hearing the click of the lock. I grabbed my covers and brought them to my chest sitting in an Indian style on my bed.

            “Alexander…I” He pressed his finger to my lips silencing me as he sat on the bed next to me.

            “You owe me nothing baby. I just wanted to come in here to see if you were okay. My intention was not to come here to put you in this position. I just had to see you. To know that you were okay.”

            Nodding my head at him was all I could do. My heart felt too heavy to find the words to say anything to him. I stood to my feet, heading for the bathroom.

            “Can I make you a hot bath?”

            Again, all I did was nod my head yes. He walked over to the tub, turning on the water. Once the water was close to the top, he shut the water off. Alexander made his way over to me, grabbing onto the bottom of my shirt. He was waiting for my response, seeing if it was okay. Nodding my head yes, he carefully peeled it over top of my head. He pulled my skirt down along with my panties, tossing them to the side. I decided to remove my bra while he was discarding those. His hand intertwined with mine as he brought me over to the tub, helping me step inside.

            “Okay, just let me know if you need anything else.” He began to leave.

            “Stay with me?”

            “Sure. Whatever you need baby.” He faked a smile. I knew he was hurting on the inside. I couldn’t console him because I was too broken myself right now.

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            I’ve managed to avoid both men for the last 4 days. For two of those days I picked up double shifts at work. My heart couldn’t handle the truth that I still couldn’t face. This was about making an impossible decision that I would have to stick with. My feelings for Liam were nothing compared to the way my feelings were for Alexander. But I couldn’t ignore the fact that Liam had always been there for me. Should I choose the man that mirrors feelings of my own or should I go with the safe bet to the man I knew wouldn’t hurt me in the long run but I didn’t feel as strongly for? This decision wasn’t going to get any easier. We set up to have dinner tonight at a local restaurant. I was nervous as hell. I knew they were both expecting an answer that I didn’t know if I could deliver on. There was 2 hours to go until dinner, so I decided to stop by the mall to pick myself up something nice to wear. Looking through all the pretty dresses that hung from the hangers, made it difficult to choose the perfect one. I probably searched for over an hour before I found the perfect dress. It was a sparkly black dress with a slit in the cleavage area. It hung right below my knees and even had matching shoes to go with it. Placing them on the counter, I purchased them and headed home.

            By the time I made it back home, I didn’t have much time to get ready. I ran into my bathroom to do my makeup. The eyeshadow I had picked up matched the color of the dress perfectly and the way the eyeliner was drawn under my eyes perfectly made me look more beautiful than I truly was. My hair was thrown up into a bun, careful not to knock it down when I slid on my dress. I was glad the men weren’t around when I arrived home, giving me enough time to get ready in peace. It was time to go. I slipped on my heels, grabbed my purse, and slipped out the door. I called a taxi to take me to the restaurant. Once I was there, I gathered myself one last time before I walked inside.

            “Hello Ms. Do you have a reservation?” I heard a young male waiter say to me.

            “Um, sorry yes. I’m meeting two men here under the name of Woods.”

            “Yes, ma’am they are already here. Let me escort you.”

            We walked throughout the large restaurant. It was quite elegant here. They chose well. As we approached Liam and Alexander, they stood to greet me. All I could do was to focus my attention to my feet. We were off in an area all my ourselves. Yes, I knew they would want to keep this as private as possible. And I was thankful. Liam held out my chair for me as I took a seat. Alexander was off sitting to my right while Liam was sitting to my left. Great. I was sandwiched in between. I couldn’t help but laugh a little as a dirty thought crossed my mind. They just stared at me, confused as to why I was laughing. This made me laugh even harder. After gathering myself I pushed the thought from my mind allowing myself to put my attention back on them. We were sitting at a round table with a red linen cloth placed on top. White roses sat in the middle with candles on either side of the vase. This was very romantic.

            Our waitress appeared, “What can I get for you guys?” She looked up to finally glance at us and her eye locked onto Liam. Her mouth flung open; her face full of shock causing her to not be able to speak.

            Liam finally filled the silence. “Erina?” So, this was the infamous Erina? I was hoping I would get to meet her. Liam said she was beautiful, but he did not explain how drop dead gorgeous she was. Her figure was to die for. She had short straight brown hair that passed just over her shoulders, big beautiful hazel eyes, long sexy legs, and huge and I mean huge breast. I heard Liam speak up again. “Can we talk?” I have never heard him speak so softly. It’s like you could tell even after all this time the love he held for her. All she did was nod her head in agreement as the both walked off out of distance.

            “Awkward.” Alexander said jokingly.

            “Okay, this is a totally weird question but are those things real?” I was dead serious but Alexander about died in a fit of laughter.

            “I haven’t the slightest clue Serenity.”

            “Liam talked about her so much, but he never explained how gorgeous she was. I’ve never seen a woman so beautiful before.”

            “I have.” Alexander said while looking straight at me causing me to blush. Rarely did I blush but it was something about his words that did something to me in that moment. “Serenity, to me, there is no other woman that even comes close to you.” His words caused my emotions to fly high. Electricity sprung throughout my body, sending waves of desire throughout me. My body tightened and I struggled to keep my composure. I let in a loud gulp and coughed a little to clear my throat. Alexander looked at me in the sexiest way, sending more desire through my body. My mind imagined taking him right here on this table. What is wrong with me? Only Alexander could make me feel this way with just his words. He slid his chair closer to me, whispering in my ear. “Why are you so turned on Serenity? I can practically taste your arousal.” He nibbled at my ear causing the electricity to shoot straight to my core.

            “Alexander. Please.” That is all I needed to say. He stood from the table, grabbed my hand, and made a straight line toward the bathrooms. He stepped inside the men’s bathroom and a moment later returned pulling me inside. He locked the door behind him. I couldn’t wait for his touch, so I jumped right on top of him wrapping my legs around his waist. My lips touched his moving them against his harder than I ever had before. He softly pushed me back against the wall. He slid me down his body until my feet hit the floor. He started to unbuckle his belt and pulled it out of the hoops in one swift motion. My hands found the button for him and slid his pants and boxers down, letting his d**k spring free. My mouth inched closer to his tip. Sticking out my tongue as I flicked it across him teasing him as much as I could stand it before I took him my mouth. He rocked his hips into me causing me to go further down onto him. My teeth grazed him while I sucked, and it sent pure pleasure through him.

            “Serenity slide your panties off and hand them to me.” Without my mouth leaving him I do as I am told. I place them in his hands. “Good girl. Now slid your dress up slowly.” I continue to do as I’m told, feeling myself getting excited. “Perfect. Place your hand over your p***y. I want to see you pleasure yourself.” At first, I hesitated but I saw the hunger in his eyes that made me bend to his will. I slid my dress up and plunged a finger inside myself feeling the wetness from my arousal. “You are so f*****g sexy.” He licked his lips while watching me pleasure him and myself at the same time. I think he started to get jealous as I started getting close to my release. “Don’t cum.” I took that as a sign to stop playing with myself. I focused all my attention back to him. “I didn’t say stop, I said don’t cum.”

            “Alexander, if I continue, I won’t be able to hold on any longer.” Sinking his hands underneath me, he picked me up and placed me back around his waist. He wasted no time diving right into me.

            “You’re so ready for me.” His words were almost my undoing. He slowly slid in and out of me causing me to go insane. I needed my release. I begged for it, but he wasn’t giving in so quickly. He pulled out of me circling his tip over my s*x. My body shot alive and my insides started pulsing, my legs starting to tremble, signaling I was close. He could feel it to because he picked up his rhythm, causing me to explode.

            “Alexander.” I moaned his name. He pushed himself back into me causing my orgasm to last much longer. His pace was picking up faster and faster, pushing himself further and further into me. But he wasn’t done with me just yet. He placed his finger over my s*x while continuing to plow inside me. “s**t. Babe. That. Feels. So. Good. Don’t. Stop.” I could barely say the words as his movements were causing so much excitement to erupt throughout my body. He made circling motions with both his d**k and his fingers causing me to edge closer toward my release. Again.

            “Let go for me baby.” And I did. My release was much more intense the second time around. My legs losing feeling as they started to release from his waist. With one hand snaked around my ass holding me up, the other made its way to my other leg keeping me held up to him. I felt him tensing beneath me, signaling he was getting close. I brought my lips to his pulling at his lower lip, sucking lightly. That was all it took as he sat me down right on time before he released himself all over the floor. “f**k!” He moaned as he stood with one hand on the wall and one hand on himself. He cleaned himself up and pulled up his pants, putting his belt back on. His eyes turn to me. “Your so f*****g amazing.” He said as his lips crashed against mine.