Carina
After the call from Jaxon, I couldn't find it in me to fake a smile or pretend to be okay. The fact that he called me only after he heard from Carter that I was out with someone else was like a slap in my face. I know jealousy was the only thing that motivated him to call me and that hurts. He didn't call me because he missed me or because he just wanted to hear my voice and I think what hurts the most is that a part of me was still holding out hope that there was something, even after he broke me.
John must have heard some of our conversation as he walked into the kitchen. I went in there to get us drinks and some popcorn, hoping that we could watch a movie and maybe I wanted to test the theory of getting over someone, but after that call I just felt drained and when John walked
