Carina John and I get a booth at the back of the restaurant sitting across from each other. I sit with my back to the door, wanting to put my focus on him while I talk things through with him. John is a good guy and he deserves to know where I stand and where my heart is and I need to let him go. He deserves a girl that is interested in just him and not using him to move on from another. "I am going to be honest here. I came here today, because we need to talk." He says, getting right down to it. "I think you are an amazing girl and I think you need someone that is willing to fight for you, be there for you no matter how hard things get." He starts and my stomach twists. "I really wish I could be that guy for you, but I know it isn't me that you want, even if you wish it was or at a poin