Carina
For so long I have wanted to know about my mother, why she gave me up and if she ever loved me. Now I might just find out and I am sick with nerves but overwhelmed with joy. If Jaxon is right and Maggie is my mother, then I might also just have gained the coolest grandmother a girl could ask for. I might also have gained one big ass family and I couldn't be more happier about that. As much as I am overwhelmed with joy, I am also overwhelmed with doubts. What if we are wrong and Maggie isn't my mother? My heart will be broken all over again and so will Shay's. Then there is the fact that if Maggie is my mother, then I just lost a mother I never knew I had, to the same illness that took Jaxon's father no less.
"Should we go to the clinic tomorrow and find out? We can have blood tes
