I was advised to move on, to see him as someone disparate, disregard his mistakes, sprinkle hope to our relationship. But seems like he wasn't enjoined to do the same. So he doesn't have to work that extra mile and certainly he isn't the one to get that stupid damn horrifying dream. Thus it was justified, yet I felt let down somewhere.
Since the day we met, it was him bothering me to love him. Never left a lone chance to be by my side, touched me irrespective of my will, felt me above my comfort level, then why leave that chance now? After all it was him, who put forward the idea of wedding this quick.
It was him who went all stubborn to have me with him, then why miss the chance of spending some more time with me?
Is that soft spot turning into something more, which could ruin you bad?
