He's My Boss and I'm His Slave

CHAPTER #7

It's my break time so I have time to read the book that Levy-chan gives to me a while ago. She said that this story is good and very interesting so since I'm bored I read it. The title of the book that I've been reading is BENEFITS WITH MY BUTLER or BWMB and it's really interesting.

How I wish I also had a butler that will take care of me even though I'm very bipolar and noisy. I sigh... this is what I hate while reading a romance book. When you read a romance story, you will think about having the same guy on the book. You will also think about having the same story that they had... but this is a reality...

Reality will never give you a perfect boyfriend... perfect life...perfect friends or even perfect family. Life is full of imperfection.

Romance book will just make your ideal man high but in the reality... your prince charming that you think will come for you will never be the same on the book, because a book is just a book and reality is a f*****g reality that will crush all your fantasy down.

"What chapter are you reading now?" Levy asked me, as she places a coffee on my table.

I sigh " On the part when the girl asks her butler to sing and dance the 'I'm a barbie girl' and I really find it hilarious." I said.

" Ooh!?" she makes that sound so I lift my head and look on her. " I'm sorry.. it just that.. You sound bitter while reading that book," she said.

" I'm not bitter... I'm just you know... I was actually thinking about what do it feels like having that kind of guy. The guy that will never leave your side even though you keep on pushing him away. I want that kind of guy in my life. But this is a reality so... reality will crush my fantasy again." I said emphasizing the word 'again'.

Don't get me wrong... I never got heartbroken since I never been fall in love. I never had been going out for a date. In short, I'm NBSB meaning No Boyfriend Since Birth. I'm single because I chose to stay like this... or rather than...

I'm single because my ideal guy only lives in the book or sometimes on manga.

" You know, I'm just curious... Why did you choose to be single?" Levy-chan asked me, making me stop reading and look on her.

I smile and flip my hair " I'm waiting for someone to come." I said.

She rose her brow as she crosses her arms below her breast; looking on me very suspicious. " And who's this 'someone' you've told me? C'mon, Lu-chan, you're twenty-three years old but here you are waiting for that someone that maybe he already come on your life but you never notice about him."

I keep my poker face on her as I lean on the table and put my right elbow there. " He doesn't come... I will know it if he had." I said.

"And how will you know it. Lu-chan.. like what you've said this is a reality... and reality doesn't have a prince charming riding on his white horse to fetch you and ask you to marry him."

I laugh " I am not waiting for a prince to come for me, I am waiting for someone who will think I am his princess. " I said.

See? I'm just simply waiting for that someone who will think I am their princess or maybe his queen. But since that guy never comes on my life... I'm stuck on being single.

"Lu-chan.. your phone is ringing," Levy-chan said.

I looked at my phone and I sigh; what's now? I pick it up and waited for him to say something. ' Get me a ball pen and bring it on my office.' he said.

"What kind of ball pen?" I asked him but he never answers me, so when I look at the screen of my phone. The call was ended. Urgh!

"stop frowning, Lucy. " Erza said.

I fake smile flash on my lips " Erza can you teach me how to kill someone." I said.

She raised her brow on me. "What? " she asked me.

" Urgh! I wish he slipped on the floor and hit his hard head on the ground that makes him die from the impact. "I murmured. I stood up and pout " Erza, Levy-chan... I need to go; to that alien now." I said.

"Okay, just be careful okay," Erza said as she smiles on me. Levy-chan smiles on me and nodded.

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As I came to the 40th floor; I'm confused; I never saw his secretary on her desk, and her things and table were perfectly clean. I knock on the door three times before I decided to open it on my own. And there I saw Natsu on his swivel chair; his eyes are perfectly close and his necktie was a bit loosen up.

"Sir, Boss, here's your ball pen." I said giving him a small paper bag.

Natsu opens his eyes and look on the paper bag that I was holding. He sighs "What took you long?" he asked me.

I rolled my eyes "I'm just want to remind you that I'm on my work, working on my ass when you called on me to ask me to get your damn ball pen. So of course... I need to ask permission to my boss there to let me go here in your damn office just to give you this shit." I said.

He waved his hand on me like he didn't give a damn on what I've said to him a while ago. I pressed my lips together, as a look on his eyes. His eyes traveled down on my body then back to my face as he raised his brow on me.

"Are you working your ass these past few days?" he asked me.

"Of course," I said quietly, looking on my side.

I need to work and keep myself busy. I just need a distraction in my life since if I stop working... I will remember what he said to me last time.

"You need to take a break, Lucy. Look at you right now," he said.

"What's wrong on me right now? " I asked him curiously.

"You looks like you're going too passed out any moments. Do you have a proper sleep?"

I rolled my eyes "My life is not part of your business, Dragneel. So did you need anything else? If not then I'll go back to my work. " I was about to turn my head to him when I felt him hold my wrist. I look on me "What now?"

"Come with me," he said.

"What?" - me.

"Just come with me." - Natsu.

I pout then remove his hands on my arm as I look on his eyes directly. "Stop ordering me around. I have my responsibilities in my work these hours but here am I standing in front of you wasting my time. You know what... just let me go back to my work. If you need anything then ask your secretary to do it. I'm not part of your company and ask me to get your damn ball pen. I have my life without you, and that is my breathing space. "

"Why you so mad at me?"

I fake laugh and I run my fingers on my hair, a sign of my frustration to him. "Ever since we met up, you know that I don't like you."

"Well.. The feeling is mutual. I don't even like you too." he said looking on my eyes.

I keep myself compose "See? We hate each other but why I need to be stuck with you. I just... I just want to end my contract with you. After I'm done being your slave I'm free to go."

"I'm the one who will decide that... you burn my entire mansion before."

"And what? I told you... I will pay for it but you asked me to be your slave. Can't you see... I'm your slave for almost eight years. Give me a break."

"Lucy."

"What?"

"Why are you telling this? Are you tired of me?"

"I don't know... maybe I'm tired of this setup. So please... while I'm on my work... don't call me because you needed something. Learn to know how to do it on your own." I said and with that, I left him there.

As soon as I reach the elevator, I could feel the heat rising up on my cheeks. OMG! What did I say to him?

But on the other hand, he really needs to know his boundary. His crossing the line, like calling me in the middle of my working hours.

'Well.. The feeling is mutual. I don't even like you too.'

I could feel something in my chest as I remember what he said. I know that he doesn't like me... I know it ever since so why I'm feeling weird because he said that.

I used to the fact that Natsu will never like me. That he will just treat me as his slave until the end of this year. And after that... I need to move on.

That's right Lucy... after you've done with him... then forgets all the memories you have with him...

I touch my cheeks when I felt something on it. Then I realize that I was crying and I don't know why I'm feeling like this.

Then someone pulled me and my face hit his chest. He has the nice and manly perfume that all I want to do was to smell and inhale his scent. I look up and found him looking on me worriedly.

"Natsu..."

" What's wrong?" he asked me.

This is the first time I've seen Natsu looking on me worriedly. I shook my head and tried to pull him away from me. I don't want to become near him. For me, his dangerous... his slowly changing my system without me knowing it. I need to go somewhere away from this man before it's too late.

" Tell me... I wanted to help you." - Natsu.

" Nothing," I said quietly.

He blinks twice as he looks on me worriedly. Natsu touch my cheeks " 'Nothing' is the most universal word that a woman used to hide the 'something' that they were thinking. So there is more definitely something." he said calmly.

Fine -_-

But the hell I'll tell you the reason why I'm acting like this, Natsu.

" I'm just hungry. That's all." I say.

"Hungry?" he said. I nodded.. It's true I'm hungry... hungry from him--- O/////O

I DIDN'T SAY IT..

I mentally slap my face and scold myself. I really need to stop having these dirty thoughts about him.