I'm not the kind of person who does stupid things, that's Andre or even my uncle, but not me. I'm the one who stops them from doing those things because I know the repercussions that can happen. And this isn't even the first time someone's tried to kill me, nor is it the first time I've responded with the same medicine, but I've never done it in such an impulsive way, without considering other options. That Agatha woman just said his name and I was taken over by a strange force that just wanted revenge, but now I realize that it would have been a better fücking option to take Gavriil, hurt him for a while to calm my anger and then ask him why the fück he wanted to kill me after everything. Now I might have started a war with Fabian and I won't even know why. I know it's my fault becaus