Penelope Barlos pov
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I keep it , all together waiting till my new care taker , as per my new master's words
Althaia leaves
The minute , the door goes close
I fall on to the ground loosing all my control and will power
And all those emotions inside me erupt like a hot lava out of a volcano
My eyes getting blur with all those tears which were hidden behind my lashes
My lips starting to shiver
Not even once in my seventeen years of life , I dreamed of such a day
A day where I would lay down helplessly and a victim in my own life
I grew up , raised by my single mother
I knew being a women was tough , in the world full of men
But then , I never knew this new whole life were I would be someone else's possession
Live my own life by other's orders
His brown eyes play infront of mine , the warning in his voice
His thin lips , as he clenched his jaw with anger and a control
Just his presence in the room made me shiver
Fear him
Frighten him
I have never been so intimidated , infront of anybody
But , him
He looked like a dangerous diávolos( devil )
The way my name slipped by his lips
Penelope
It felt like I was being named newly and it was first time I was hearing my name
I'm not sure what will come my way
But Stepheson Colton
Yes , his name is still running in my body
And the fear inside me is alive making me shake for my life
He looked powerful, he looked deadly
Like those villains in the movies who had power and money with women in their hands
And he looked exactly the same
"The man , you belong to "
"I'll show you
Where you belong to "
"A billion "
"My name is Stephenson Colton
Penelope
I'll be watching you "
I swallow the lump in my throat as I pull my knees together as I rest my cheeks against my knees
My heart beating fast with the fear of unknown
The fear of my new master
Afraid to even cry , afraid to displease the master and disobey him
I'll show you
Where you belong too
Yes , he meant every word when he told that
But where do I belong ?
Here ? In this huge place which he called home
My new home
Or the club back their , where I was been auctioned for money like a toy in front of all those rich people to see me naked and bid their prices at me
Or in the hands of step father who sold me off for money
So he could push away the responsibility of me , from his shoulders
Where do I belong?
Back at home where my mamma used to sing me a lullaby when I used to wake up, frightened from my nightmare
A thin layer of sweat formed my lips and my hands shaking from the demon in my dreams
Do I belong here ? Or where do I belong ?
Do I belong in this life of being victim
As far as I know my mother was strong women
Raising me , all alone wasn't easy
Putting a roof under our head , wasn't easy
There were days , we used to stay up all night because of the continuous rain which reached us through the broken ceiling of our little house
The rain which showed us how life can be broken too
She used to hold me , wrapping me up with a warm blanket under a umbrella, keeping me warm and safe amid all the rain and the chaos outside the world .
I wonder, who was that friend who she went to visit
I should have never let her go
Or atleast I should have joined her
So today I wouldn't have been here alone
I should have also died along with her, so I wouldn't be in this position all myself
I should have never trusted the man who promised me a better life
But did I had a choice?
He was my legal guardian
The man who was given responsibility of me
To take care and provide me a home
But all he did was bring all my nightmares into real
I just witnessed the devil from my nightmare stand infront of me
Having his eyes stare at me , with a fire behind those lashes
Like he was hunting me down
His voice , still echoes in my mind
Making me shiver
What does he want from me ?
That he paid so much of money?
The amount I will fail to even calculate the zeroes next to the number
A billion
A small girl from a small island , would be worth so much ?
What will he do with me after paying so much of money ?
Rape me ?
Use me ?
But he can have all the women he want to
The devil had a Angel's face with those brown eyes and those dark hair
The thought about his unknown intentions, In regards to me , just frightens me more
Will he rape me when I'm asleep?
Hit me when If I say no to him ?
Torture me , if I don't please him ?
Or trade me off for better money
Or put me into business on the roads ?
Because he looked like a demon who could do it all
All of my nightmares, he could bring it alive
He didn't try to act any good
He spoke the truth
At least he didn't try to brain wash me
Like the previous one , who kept on promising me false things
But what made him bring me here ?
That he paid so much money , that I'm of no worth ?
But all I know is , this is hell
And a nightmare which will not be over when I wake up
My mamma always told me , when I first bleeded
Told me , seeing my non stop cry that night
"You are a women now
You own the power of nature , of creation
Your a part of it .
When I was small , I was so much influenced my new found sexuality I didn't make right decisions
But you my love
Don't take anything for granted
Make wise decisions
Because your decision today will impact your tomorrow "
But mamma , I am not even in the position to make a decision
Because I officially belong to a new master
Named Stephenson Colton