~ KRISTEN POV~
This few days,I feel like someone or something is watching me.
Like its was there but you cannot see it.
But I just brush it's off and ignore its.
But there are one thing, I cannot off from my mind.When I was pulled by that blonde.My head was hurting so much.I didn't tell anyone about that.
The weirdest thing happened ,my head didn't hurt anymore the next morning when I'm wake up.
I thought it probably my guardian angel job, maybe they feeling that I needed to heal so they're comes when I'm sleeping .
Maybe they hearing my pray. Usually when I was tired,I just pray inside my head and heart before go to sleep.
I need Him.I need God all the times.And when I think about God.
I think about him.
Robert De Mon.
I miss him so much.
I had busy and didn't have time to drop some food at his front door like I want too.Plus my parents didn't allow me to closer to him.
Argh...why can they see, I'm miserable without him. I cannot have him nor that I can see him.
God,only HIM always there for me Only Him understand my feelings.When I thought there's no hope for me and Robert.He give me sign and let's me meet him.When I thought there's no light.He show me path to his heart.Like when I came to his house few days ago and I meet his father there .I have zero clues about him at all.I just know his name and now I know he have a father.But his father probably didn't live there with him.I just accidently meet him that days only.
Where was his mother's? I wish I can meet his mother too. A same gender usually more easier to connect and communicate.
I wanted to know his parents like he knows my parents.But I want to know his parents more closer because if his parents like me, it's easier to make him like me too.
And I should make a plan and visit him again today.Maybe his father still at his house.I should grab this opportunity and make a good impression infront his father.
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So today I cooked all my best dishes.All of them.I will send it to him and his father.
"What're you doing dear?"
"Cooking mom."
"Yes,I know dear.But for who?"
"For him."
"Dear..can you don't put yourself at the situation that you going to break your own heart?"
"Mom.Can at least let's me try to win his heart."
The another workers passing by and watch me and mom talking.
"But dear..he seem didn't show any interest towards you ."
"Mom. Did i Iose my charms???"
"You're not my dear. You look beautiful like always."
"So why'd he didn't like me? I'm still a good woman, right mom?"
"You always and will be a good woman dear."
"Then what's wrong with me if I just need some love from the man that I love mom?"
"There are nothing wrong with you dear. I was wrong dear.Yes,you can fight for you love dear."
She's hugging me and kiss my forehead.
My tears slowly dripping from my eyes.
My mom wipes my tears and encourage me to continue my afford.She even help me to packed all the dishes .
Later after everything is finished,I asking permission from my parents to send that dishes to him and his father.
My dad seems dislike my behaviour but my mom allowing me to go.
So, here's go.
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I always confident with myself,now I kind of doubt myself.But I'm gathering the last confident inside me and walked to his front door.
I push his doorbell and wait for him to open his door.
The weirdest thing I noticed about him is.He never has a maids or a servant around his house. How he keep everything so clean and neat at this big mansion.
My parents always keep our mansion clean when we take our off days.And almost the times we're not at home. That's why our mansion always clean.
Probably he has hired maids for clean for him once a month.
Why'd I thought about that ha?
But if he wants too,I can help him to clean his mansion every single days.
"Yes neighbors."
He comes and greetings me.
When did he open his door?
Why'd he look more attractive with only his short pants and his body full with tattoos that's go along to his arms.
Why'd he look so edibles?
"Excuse me,can I help you Kristen?"
Did he noticed me checking him out?I wish he did notice its.
"Can I come in Mr.Mon."
Before he stop me,I just walk in and go to his dining room.
I know I act like a b***h but,he could look at the thing I'm bringing for him.And all the dishes is so heavy.
"Wait a minute.Why you like to burst into my home like this mansion is your home?"
I just ignored his questions and smile to him.
I put down all the dishes and go to his kitchen and take all the plate to serve the food for him and his father.
"Kristen!"
"Yes Mr.Mon."
"Stop this."
"Stop what?"
"You don't understand.Just go back to your house now."
"Okay, I'll go back.Just let's me served this first okay."
He look annoying with my answer.
After a while,I finish served all the dishes.
And I'm about to walk out from his house.
"Little girl, when do you come? Robert didn't announced your arrived to me."
Robert come and look worry.
I looked at his face and try to understand why'd he look so worried?
"Father,she just delivered some food and going to go back now."
"Did you order it boy?"
"Yes father,I ordered it for us.I forget to hired maids to cook for you.So,I ordered from their restaurant."
"You can go now Kristen." Robert insisted me. But why'd he lied about the dishes?
He then drag me out into his front door.
He pulled some money from his pocket and gives its to me.
"And here's you pay for the food.Thank you."
He closed the door infront of my face.
What's wrong with him?
Why'd he seems so scared everytime his father around?
Maybe they have a bad relationship?
But when he talks with his father,he didn't spoken with hate.
Maybe I just overthinking or assuming something is not real.
So,I go back to the restaurant because my mission is complete.
I'm happy now.
Probably next day, I'm going to cook another dishes for him and his father.