~ HAZEL CLAIRE POV~
"Can you tell me everything Hazel? Don't let's me keep curious about your activities yesterday night?"
That's the first question Kelvin asked me when we both drove away from my house.
I still recovering from the events that happened in my house.
And now this.
Why'd he wants to know about my activities yesterday night?
I just go to Kristen house and having a barbecue party like we always do.
Yes,I told him that I going for a party when we both meet for our second date.
But I didn't tell him all the details.
Let's be realistic,I just knows him and already date him for the second time.Yes,I like and adore him longer than that's but I'm not going to tell him all the details about my life. That's the first reason why I don't want to tell him.And for the second reason,I don't want to mentioned my best friend name infront of him.Because I scared and insecure about myself.If I mentioned Kristen name, I'm afraid he'll persuade me to convinced Kristen going on a date with him or persuades my bestie to become his girlfriend. That's the reason why I didn't tell him all the details about the party that I was attending last night.
I'm out from my thoughts when his car suddenly stop.I look at the front view and saw a beautiful view of sunset.Are we at the beach.But why?Why'd he brings me here? Did he told my parents that's we're going for a dinner?
I'm a little bit shocked when he hold my shoulder and turn my body to confront him. I looks at his face.His beautiful blue eyes meet my eyes like a seas and I wanted to drown myself into his soul and heart.But something wrong with his appearance today.I cannot understand why'd he look so furious today and I never see him like this before. He always look confident and cool all the times.But now,he is a mess.While I thinking about his condition.He asked me again.
"Hazel..tell me where'd you go last night?And who's accompany you last night.Please answer me ."
"I'm with my family."
"Don't lie to me!"
He shouted, I feel afraid with his behaviour.But I didn't lie about it.
"I'm not lying to you. We go to Kristen house for a small barbecue party like we all always do almost every month."
"But.. why'd you didn't tell me yesterday night about it?"
I hesitated to answer him. I'm afraid he'll hate me after I tell him the truth.I look away from him.I have to find courage to tell him everything.
"Hazel. I'm sorry for shouted at you like that.Just tell me, but why'd you hides about it yesterday night."
But I didn't answer him immediately.I just look at my lap then play with the corner of my dress.
He touch me chin using his thumb and slowly bring it to his level and make me look at him .
"Hazel."He speak so soft and I try to look away from his penetrated eyes.
"Because... I'm afraid that you going to persuade Kristen again if I mentioned her name."
He look at me and he's smiling. Why'd he smiled when I just tell him the truth?He supposed to shouted at me or at least told me to get out from his car. So,I can stop dreaming about him and forget about our amazing time together.So,I could realise my truth place.And never look back to this day.
~ MR.KELVIN KLAIN POV~
The thing that she does and said to me.The small act and small details that make me curious about her all the times.The thing that she make leave a scares in my heart that's I never want to its to heal for forever.
She always make me feel so happy. She's afraid that I'm going to persuade Kristen again.Little that she doesn't know.I already stop thinking about her best friend after our first date.
The days after that's I just think about her.
Worry about her.
Curious about her .
And she already make her own place inside my heart without any kind of relationship with me.
Not even my ex girlfriend has done this before.
The most unbelievable thing I does for her and all my friends probably cannot believe it.
That's ,I already broken up with all my girlfriend after our first date.And she doesn't know about it.
At all.
But now,she tell me this.
She tell me that.
She's afraid that's I going to look or persuade for another girl.
She should know that's , she's the only woman for me.
And I'm not going to make her my girlfriend .
I probably going to make her the queen of my palace.
I just hope she wants me as much as I want her.
"Hazel,can you stop worrying about the ridiculous stuff?"
"But why you said it a ridiculous matter Kelvin?For me it's a important thing .I know that I am not the woman who meets the standards of the woman you expected.And I realised that I just a tease for you."
I put my pointing finger at her lips to make her stop talking.
She looks at me when I does that.
She gently holding my pointing finger and drag it away from her lip.
"Can you please let's me finish Kelvin.You have to listen to me then you can do whatever that you want to do to me.And you can said anything to me after this okay."
Can I let's her keep talking about its or I just let's her know about my feelings? I never experienced things kind of thing before.
Yes,I have a girlfriend before,a lots of them but they always act like my s*x toys all the times.
Try to get my pants of my body and wanted to pregnant with my baby so they can have my f*****g wealth and name.My ex girlfriend always listen to me,even I said something wrong.They never disobey anything that I said.But with her,I can talk and look like a normal couple.And she didn't let's me make a decision for her.
She's an independent woman ,the ones that I need in my life to balance my unkept life.