Falling for my enemy

     Looking back at the life that I have lived and the thing that has stuck with me the most was the part of my life that I was with the love of my life. His name was Payton Markus Black he was the most handsome man I have ever seen. He and I have been together for forty years but when we met we didn’t get along. We hated each other, It all started in fourth grade when he broke my leg by putting whip cream in my shoes and I ended up falling off the stage during the talent show humiliating me in front of the whole school. Ever since that day, I have hated him and he is the school f**k boy he has slept with almost every girl in the school besides me. He has also been trying to get into my pants for the last year since I finally got boobs and an ass. He has tried ever to move in his book to try to get into my pants but it doesn’t and will never work. I have been dating my boyfriend Jackson for about three years now and we started to date in freshman year. I’m not going to leave my boyfriend to sleep with this man w***e.     “Hey Ellie Ann you know you shouldn’t be wearing that skirt it may make me think some dirty thoughts of you and you moaning my name.” Payton had said while scanning me up until he got to my eyes. “Oh, f**k off Payton you and I are never going to happen and you are never getting to my pants so just give up already.” As I said my last word he backed me up into my locker staring into my eyes then I felt his hot breath on my neck. He then whispered “ I wouldn’t be kidding yourself El it will happen soon and I know you will enjoy every second of it and everything I can do to you.” he slowly backed up leaving my breathless but I quickly regained my composure to say “ Yeah right just go back t your many w****s that fall at your feet and open their legs whenever they want you, but that will never be me. You wanna know why because unlike them I have standards and class also I hate you and I will always hate you so go f**k yourself you f*****g manwhore.” I slammed my locker quickly walking to my lunch table sitting by my boyfriend laughing with his friends saving me a seat. “Ok who pooped in your cheerios this morning because you look f*****g pissed was it, Payton, again.” He looked at me with the signature smile that made me fall in love with him. “Sadly, yes he really thinks that I am going to be like the w****s he has around him always and that I would risk our relationship or my life to sleep with him,” I said, taking a big bite out of my burger. “ Baby you need to not let him get to you like that and I know you would never be with a douche bag like him.” Lunch had come and went and gave Jackson a quick kiss on the cheek then heading to my next class. I was in sports med my favorite class but just like every damn class I have it’s with Payton but I will not ruin my future career as an athletic trainer. I have always wanted to help people and I love sports so why not mix the two together. This was going to be the worst day of my life. “Ok, today we are going to be doing a partner project and I am picking your partners so Kelly, Peter, you are partners, then Taylor, Jackie you are partners then Payton and Ellie Ann you guys are partners.” I couldn’t hear the rest of the names I was dumbfounded I was going to be working with Payton I am so f****d. “Ok get started on your projects.” “Hey El, I guess we are partners.” he seemed different. “ Yeah sadly let’s just get this done and over with so we don’t have to spend any more time together that we need to,” I said before reading the prompt over. I noticed Payton was looking at me the whole time he was being weird not his normal cocky annoying ass self. “Ok can you stop staring at me and read over the prompt so we can get started and get this done please.” he looked at me with a look that seemed like it was filled with millions of questions. “ Yeah, but can I ask you something ?” “What?” He looked and seemed nervous to ask me this question but yeah right. “Why do you hate me so much? Yeah I know I can be an ass sometimes and yeah I flirt with you well a lot that’s only because I think you’re hot.” “It’s because you are always trying to get into my pants and because of the talent show in fifth grade when I broke my leg because of you making me miss my gymnastics tournament kicking me off the team. Which cost me my chance of being on a rhythmic gymnastics team that could have paid for me to go to college so yeah that’s why I hate you. Always so-called flirt with me even in front of my boyfriend too. Which is f*****g messed up so let’s just get this damn project done.” He looked shocked with my words “I am sorry I didn’t know and I was an ass because I had a huge crush on you then and I don’t think I have ever got over it but I won’t be an ass to you anymore or hit on you in front on your boyfriend.” “ Ok let’s meet after practice and work on this at my house even more.” The bell had rung and I had head to cheer practice. I was the first junior cheer captain my school has ever had. I love cheering competition and being thrown in the air doing flips. It is this adrenaline rush that gets my heart going and makes me have no fear. It is one of my tickets out of this place and to get my chance to compete in college and be a good athletic trainer too. After practice, I waited outside the boy’s locker room for Payton and saw Jackson before I went home for the day to work on this project with the man-w***e himself. I was shocked to find out he likes me actually like me and here I thought he only wants to get into my pants as he has wanted for a long time. I see my handsome ass man walking out of the locker room and he quickly scoops me up in his arms and plans a long heartfelt kiss on my lips that takes all the breath out of my lungs. This makes me want to cancel the whole plan with Payton and go home with Jackson and do the deed. “Yo, Ellie lets get-going and stop practically f*****g with Jackson.” I quickly pull away I hate that stupid man. “ What the f**k does he mean get out of here where the f**k are you going with him.” I look at Jackson with guilt from not telling him sooner. “Well Mrs. Arias paired us together for a damn project and we are going to my house to work on the project together and since I want to spend the least amount of time with him that his humanly possible. I just want to get this done and over with soon so we are going to do this and finish probably so don’t worry.” He looked at me pissed then at Payton clenching his jaw trying not to explode on him and kiss his ass instead he punches the door of the locker room startling me. “You better not try anything with my girlfriend or I will f*****g kiss your ass.” I was shocked at this. I have never seen Jackson this mad before in my life. “Babe, calm the f**k down don’t you f*****g trust me enough not to first of all sleep with me, touch me in any way, or hurt you like that like really.” “Babe shut up this is between me and this little prick now you, on the other hand, I better not hear about you wanting to f**k my girlfriend or wanting to be with her anymore or I will f*****g kill you. You guys can go, I will call you later babe.” He quickly pulled me into a kiss and Payton and I left. “Is he always like that to you? If he is, I can kindly kick his ass for you if you like.” “No, he isn't. I have never really seen him like that. If he was like that to me no matter how much I love him I would easily kick his ass and dump his ass too. I am not going to end up like my mom and dad with my mom treating my dad like s**t and my dad staying just because he loves my mom and me.” He looked at me shocked that I told him about my parents which is something I never talk about which is my parents. “Um… I didn’t know that I am sorry.” I looked forward and started the car not wanting to talk about my parents. “No one does, I don’t talk about my parents much to anyone since I don’t want to talk ill of the dead. Since we are on this topic my mom drove my Dad to suicide when she cheated on him and then died of ovarian cancer the next year.” We drove in silence after that for a few moments until he wanted to break the silence. “I’m sorry about your parents dying, mine did too when I was 9 in a car crash so I live with my uncle who literally gives two shits about me. He just buys me things and gives me money so I don’t bother him. I truly think the old bastard takes care of me since he was my mom’s only sister. I don’t talk about my parents since I didn’t know them that well since they were always working and I had to raise my self practically.” “ Well was that why you always annoy me and everyone else to get the attention you don’t get from your uncle or because you think you are such s**t,” I mumble not wanting him to hear what I had just said. We pulled up to my place heading inside. I had set my stuff down and headed into the kitchen. “Do you want anything to eat or drink because I am going to make food.” “Sure, but what you said in the car I think that’s why I was and still do what I do to get attention since I never had or have it.” I had started on food making a quick thing of chicken nuggets since I have been wanting chicken all-day. “ I thought all cheerleaders had to be on these strict diets and not eat greasy food or anything unhealthy.” he started to chuckle lightly then getting a drink from his glass. “Well, I am not like other cheerleaders since I haven’t slept with you or wanted to like ever or will ever.” I started to laugh and checked on the food and looked for something to drink since I am going to need it since I am going to have to deal with his annoying ass. I found some of my dad’s old scotch and poured myself a glass and took it all in one quick swing then pouring myself a new one. “ Damn take it slow, their speed racer and while you are at it pour me one too I am going to need it to sit here and do this boring-ass project.” “I am going to need it to put up with you and to even be in a damn room with you for more than a few hours.” I took my vape from my bag taking a long hit letting it fill my lungs letting out my puff. I felt instantly relaxed taking another hit and looking at Payton he was staring at me with a weird look. "What's with that look?" "I just didn't know you smoke, I thought you were a goodie who didn't smoke, drink or anything bad." I let out another puff of smoke. "Well, I am not I have done worse s**t and I am not a f*****g goodie. I only do this because I am stressed or annoyed that I have to hang out with the guy who just wants to get into my pants." He looked at me like I just stabbed him in the heart. "Is that all you see me as someone and for the record I don't just want to get into your pants I actually like you and think that boyfriend of yours doesn't deserve your heart, your beautiful brains, and that beautiful smile that lights up the world." He came closer pinning me up to the counter. He cupped my face, kissing me, knocking all the wind out of my lungs. He kissed me with a needy hunger, so intense I could feel a fire burning within the pits of my stomach. The way he kissed soft lips on mine made me feel things that I couldn't possibly put into words I knew I was f****d. They say that one kiss can always change the way you feel about someone in a f*****g instant. I knew I had to stop this because I felt myself wanting to break my rules for him and give into what we have both wanted. I was lying to myself for so long not wanting him not wanting his touch, kiss or just him.