I find myself at his doorsteps again. This time scared. I open his door without even knocking but it is locked. Is he not in there? I will go back and come later, but this is a serious matter. I can not just go back. I will wait here. I wait for a long time, maybe an hour but he is no where in sight. Finally when I am about to leave I see him coming. He looks at me for a moment. Then opens his door and invites me in. “ So tell me Crystal, what brings you here? “ He says smiling. “ Stop acting like you don’t know anything, you want me to apologize to you so here I am. “ I reply harshly. My patience is running thin. “ Ya sure you here to apologize? It doesn’t seem so by your tone. Beggars can’t be choosers Crystal.” He says the last line seriously. “ Well I’m sorry, now please ret