I remember the time we were together, when he really loved me, he made me feel wanted but all of that just went away. Jake’s love disappeared. Maybe it was never there.
Ethan and I were friends, I don’t know since when but he had a crush on me. I denied him because I was with Jake. No one knew about me and Jake except Jake’s close friends. I wanted it to be that way and he respected it.
So Ethan didn’t know. One day me and Ethan were preaparing a project together in an empty classroom. I don’t know what came over that guy but he kissed me suddenly. At the same time Xavier, Jake’s bestfriend came in and saw us.
He told Jake everything, but what Xavier didn’t see was I pushed Ethan back as soon as possible. I didn’t want it. I didn’t allow him to kiss me. He just did that on his own.
Since then Jake became a monster. As soon as he found out he confronted me. He asked if Ethan and I were kissing or not. I told him everything, that the kiss was forced. Xavier dragged Ethan in the scene.
Jake asked Ethan what happened there and he lied. Ethan said we were in a relationship and we love each other. Xavier saw it too, he mistook it for us kissing voluntarily. I don’t know why Ethan said that but he was beaten really badly after that.
One thing you should know is that Jake’s father is the famous business Tycon and he owns the school. Basically that gave Jake permission to do anything he wants. To hurt anyone he wants. And that is what he did. He hurt Ethan really bad. Ethan couldn’t walk properly. He was also expelled after that and no one said a thing to Jake.
As for me. Jake took it upto himself to punish me. He took my virginity forcefully. He hit me when I called him a rapist, he threatened me not to tell anyone that he forced me or else he will get me expelled too.
I needed this, I couldn’t afford to get expelled. I was here on scholarship. I couldn’t go back to the orphanage. This was my last option. So I had to do whatever he told me.
He laid his stupid rules that I have to follow.
Don’t talk to any boy.
Do what he says.
Don’t disobey him.
Let him have his way with me.
Don’t go out of the campus without his permission
Don’t go to any party.
And so on. If I didn’t listen to him, he would punish me. He would hit me, and force himself upon me.
I remember him dragging me to his room after the confrontation and having his way with me. I begged him to stop. I told him I didn’t cheat but he just wouldn’t believe me.
Since then I’m more like his slave doing what ever he wants. I don’t know how much longer I can take it. Jake can be really cruel at times.
My love became my bully, my worst nightmare.
Xavier.
I considered him as my brother. We became really good friends. He was the only person I liked in Jake’s group of friends. He knew I wasn’t that type of girl. He knew I loved Jake yet he was the one to tell Jake everything. Alas he saw it with his own eyes. He did what a good friend would do anyways. But I just want to know what is my fault in any of this.
I was punished today. Why you may ask. Well because Jake saw me talking to Mathew. He was just taking notes from me.
But that was against Jake’s rule.
Don’t talk to any boy.
So he punished me.
But I was lucky he didn’t use his belt on me. Yes he has hit me with the belt multiple times. I don’t think I will ever get out of this helpless state nor will someone ever love me. Jake won’t ever let that happen.
He wants to make my life miserable!
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