Wrong Idol

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Irene's POV

"Those two, they were acting so weird, don't you think?"

I turned towards Bobbie and saw his brows furrowed. He looks like he was in deep thought and to be honest, I am the same.

Sky just went out of the room in a rush. If I didn't know any better, I'd say he was in a rush after Max came out. 

Is there something going on with the two? Because if there was, it'll be so weird since Sky just fixed my shoelaces, and Max saw it all. 

Not that I am guilty or anything. Sky was too young for me. Besides, the kid was just too friendly. Both of us were aware of how some other fans ship us but that's just it. 

Additionally, he's not Mono. Sky is goddamn good looking and can probably make a whole damn country swoon over him but not me. Not when I am so much into his other co-band member.

"Maybe," I simply shrugged my shoulders and he just smiled. We don’t really talk that much about things like this and focus on working. The two of us are MCs on a Music Show and there are days when we really have to be together for a shoot.

I am older than him and he is also very good looking. He’s a famous actor too if that wasn’t clear.

Bobbie, there's no doubt that he's freaking handsome but then again, I don't easily get swayed with looks. 

Or was it because I have been eyeing just one person since then? 

To be honest, I can't even remember how my little crush on Mono started. I was so used to seeing so many good looking men out there due to my line of work but my eyes always stay focus on Mono whenever I see him. Sometimes I had to be really careful because fans follow our every movement and I can’t let other people know that fact about me. At least not now. But I know I like him, that is very clear to me, like crystal clear. It has been so long sometimes it gets painful when I find myself missing him. 

Tsk. Why would you miss him when he doesn't even know about your little crush? 

"Hey," I was startled when I felt Bobbie tapping me on the shoulder. He was staring at me intently. I didn’t even realize I was spacing if not for him.

"You okay?" he asked out of concern and I just smile in reassurance. 

Lately, Mono keeps bugging my mind. Sometimes I'm starting to think that my adoration for him is starting to feel unhealthy. You know, when you’re starting to miss that person you know will never be yours? When whatever you do, you always have that person in mind?

 That’s my level of missing him right now and it’s scary. It is very scary because only I know about this. Imagine what will happen if someone suddenly finds out this dilemma of mine. He's Mono, a famous superstar. I am in nowhere near to his stardom. He is known to the whole world; a powerful force I know I can never have. 

Get a grip, Irene. Focus