Little Girl's mafia

No Turning Back

It's been a week since I came back to my house from the Hospital, I am doing better now, I have completed my 3 months now and my baby bump has started to show, It's not a huge or anything, It's just little bit bump on my stomach, I was staring myself in the mirror, rubbing my belly soothing my child, I still dont know the s*x of my child, but I feel that it's a boy, I don't know why, but seems so right calling him, I can feel him, yes I am sure it's him.

There was a knock on my door, So I told the person to come in.

'Hey cupcake, you alright? Is anything wrong?' Pasha ask me, I shook my head to No. Still staring at my belly looking in the mirror,

'Why do you ask?' I ask him, ' you up early, and you are staring at the mirror and smiling and rubbing your stomach. probably that's why?' he said while looking at me. 

'No, I am fine, morning sickness kick in early today, and yes I am fine, just looking at my baby, have you heard from him?' I ask, he shook his head in No. I release a sigh and he walk up to me and said 'Dont worry cupcake, he will come around, he just needed sometime, We all know how Anton is' he comforted me. 'But it's been a week he hasn't call or replied to or calls nor did he came back home, he hasn't visited his gym also I talk to Natalie she said, he is not talking to her as well.

Yes, you heard correct, When I kick Anton out from my hospital room, He hasn't been in touch with anyone, even not his girlfriend Natalie. She visited me in the hospital and came to our house twice, she is also worried sick about her boyfriend.

'Hey cupcake, why you crying now?, its okay, he will be back soon, please you dont stress yourself, its not healthy.' he said wiping my tears, which I didn't notice were rolling down my cheeks. 

I am telling you these baby hormones are making me cry for everything, yesterday I was crying because I forgot to turn off the bathroom lights and days before that I was crying before, I can't find my black work flats, You know these hormones, make you do weird things, like I get weird craving I literally ate entire pizza with peanut butter in it, Nik almost puke on his slice when he saw me eating that, but I loved it, I do hate my favorite green tea latte now, I can't even stand the smell of my favorite drink now. Good thing I started  drinking, smoothies, no choices, everything you put in my smoothie with peanut butter and strawberries , I will drink that damn thing. 

'Hey you alright?' Nik ask from doorway. I nodded in response. 'Alright, what you want for breakfast?' he ask me 'Let me guess, peanut butter and strawberries smoothie with pancake and bagel, right?' Pasha butt in, I hate when he does that, But he was right, I want all of this every morning. 

'Yes, but I want banana pancakes, with french toast, smoothie, bagel and 2 chocolate doughnuts' I replied with a smile. they both raise there eyebrow and Pasha said, 'You sure cupcake you want all of these?, its a breakfast not a brunch' ' I am well aware of what I ask for, don't make a pregnant woman angry,no no dont make your pregnant sister angry, or it wont end well. I want all these thing in my breakfast, You forgot, I eat for two I need to put on my lost weight, my baby is weak so am I. I need food.' I told them. 'I guess Dr. Luna's medicine doing there magic in your body, your glowing, less puking and gaining weight as well.' stated Nik. 

' I guess they are, I do get morning sickness but there's nothing I can't handle, Now leave, get my breakfast ready, I need to get ready I have my shift at the dinner.' I said, and they left me alone. I took my slower, brush my hairs and teeth, got dressed and walk downstairs. As I walk to dinner table door bell rang, Who can be at this time, we look at each other and I walk to open the door. As I open front door, I saw Anton was standing there. He has bags under his eyes, grown stubble, messy hairs and he stinks. I dont think he had showered or changed in the whole week. I invited him in.

'Good morning Ronie' he said I nodded my head in response.I tried to walk away but he grab me by my hand. ' Can you please hear me out, for once please?' I shook my head in no and said. 'I want nothing to hear from you Anton, there is nothing you could say,will justify your actions, First you order me to abort my unborn child, then you vanish for entire week no one knows where were you, Natalie is going crazy for you, we all going crazy for you, do you have any Idea what you have put us through?, You knew how unhealthy is for me and my child to have stress?, you still choose to put us under that, I agree you don't want to do anything with my child, but what about ME? ha you are putting my life at risk by abandoning me and us ' I ask him, He just stood there and said nothing few seconds later, Nik break the silence, 'Come on everyone let's eat, we can talk later come on Ronie, baby need to be feed come' with that he drag me to the dinning table, but I already lost my appetite,

I dont feel hungry anymore, I leaving for work,' I said and started to leave for work but again Anton stopped me, what does he want?

'Please at least eat something for your baby?' he said and then I lost it again and snap at him ' Now you care about me and my baby, where was this concern when you ask me no no ORDERED me to kill me child, ha ? Where was this concern then?where was this concern for entire week?, when you took of?'  ' Ronie, Look I am so so so sorry, for what I said and did, you have every right to get mad at me, I deserve this, I shouldn't have said that, I am so sorry, Please forgave me, I wasn't thinking straight, Please give a chance I want my nephew/ niece, I was just not in right place back then. I am sorry' He begged for forgiveness. 

You know weird  thing about these pregnancy hormones, You can get angry  easily and get emotional more easily, weird ha I know. 'Its okay Anton, I forgave you but I am warning you and everyone, No one dares to speak single word about my child Or I will kill, am I clear?' I ask and everyone nodded and started laughing.

Anton walk up to me to take me to the table. Then I said ' You stink Anton, Please take a shower after eating and till then stay away from me. I dont want my nausea to hit me now, when I am famishing.' I said scrunching my nose. and everyone started to laugh. He agreed and promise to take slower once we are done with the breakfast.