Luca’s POV
I had watched you from afar over these years being your best friend was one of the amazing things and one of the worst things I could ever wish for knowing you what felt for you all these years
The way you smiled when something was a really funny boy And I knew that that was your hysterical face, or when you were angry or red I was always there.
I hadn't come to terms with my feelings yet not knowing what I would tell you and I didn't know I was too late I had kept this with me for years knowing that I was in love with you but now you're with someone else, at the first time you told me you like guys I didn't know my possible feelings then yet I thought I was just feeling disgusted but I didn't know I was feeling jealous they were seeing people more attractive than me.
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