Jacob’s POV: I am terrified for her… even if I have found a mate that doesn’t mean I care less for her. That is exactly the same as it used to be. The changed fact is that I can’t be with her that way and I don’t feel about her that way but…. I know she is upset with me. She must be thinking of me as a p*****t or something that I used her or joked around but I need to tell her it isn’t that… she has to know that I always admired her, and I would always respect her. Even if we don’t share mutual feelings now but I will always care for her and look after her. What she must be going through because of me is completely my fault and at this time of war, she should know that she can trust me. I have to find a way in order to get her forgiveness and regain her trust. I