Lizzie's POV
.
How could my feelings betray me so fast?
Oh, hell, self! You are so weak when it comes to your husband, right self?
Like a crazy woman, I kept talking to myself, trying to find some answers to my questions.
My frustration with him boiled over last night, and I ordered him to leave the room. I anticipated pushback, but instead, he complied with my request, behaving like a dutiful spouse. This bothers me greatly. I don't desire blind obedience but rather a partner who will challenge me and act according to their convictions.
Sometimes, I want him to exhibit possessiveness and keep me close when I feel like letting go. I acknowledge that this may be immature, but it's a part of who I am and how I behave.
"I see you're trying to compensate for your behavior by sending me
