AUTHOR POV: On the other hand she was only able to let go off herself completely unwanted to live in the present moment forever but all of these did not last last for a long time. She was continuously getting offers of readings from other boys and soilly she was aware of all of their intentions very well. So ignoring line completely was only think she was able to do to survive all the time because he knew if she leave here so early then she will have to spend restless on her own. And just the thought of accepting anyone's offer made anything about her whole life choices because she was here only for the things she did carelessly. He didn’t care what happened after all this. The killing was never a big thing for him. and doing it in front f her was a little new for him for sure. He never