I tried not to show how nervous I was in front of the girls, they moved from left to right prepping me for what was coming, my appearance after they prepared me was shocking, I had the image of a temptress, the nightgown that I was given had no material underneath, it was completely see-through, I requested a robe because I was embarrassed for the ladies to look at me in such attire.
When they were done, they took me to the master’s wing, I was shivering but not from the cold, my mind ran around in circles thinking about how we would begin and how we would end. I was left alone to walk the rest of the way to his chambers, once I arrived, the doors opened by themselves again, like the time in the garden.
I stepped into Nikolai’s chambers, it didn’t surprise me that it was dark but the mor
