I felt freezing why I opened my eyes, I was welcomed by this white and gold wall shades that too foreign for me. Then I remembered being in a hotel together with.. Van. I jerked up from bed and covered my body by this blanket, I heard the splash of water from the bathroom. Then everything poured through me on what had just happened a while ago, including I agreed on living with him. My eyes searched for my clothes and put them on again, my body still hurt as well as between my legs. I took my phone to text Ma properly that I arrived in Cebu safely, that I should have done earlier. Me: Ma, I got here in Cebu safely. I was too busy so just only texted you now. I bit my lips, I was busy earlier.. I was too damn busy with Van. I sighed. Then I remembered Marie so I composed a text for her