The day after that call was a blurry, Van and I were doing just fine and I think it's all right if I going to meet Lucas. After all I was not committed to anyone, Van needed me that's why I living with him. I almost forgot how we started but it's clearly as crystal we're just f**k buddies. Am I investing a serious feelings for this 'no label' relationship? I was confused actually, Van never opened about our set up, and he did not like me to think. So I will wait for him till he's done with me? Then perhaps I had to wait for that time, until he got tired of me and as for the feelings that started growing within I had to stop this.
I knocked twice before entering his office. His gazed up to me. "Van.. I have to go now.. I'll call you when I get there." smiling at him and neared his chair, I
