I was really upset when Adam Levine got married and now Zayn Malik had started dating girls. I did not know what's worse.. one woman man or womanizer?? Anyway, whatever I chose I would still be crying in the end because obviously.. the guys I dreamed of were all taken and that hurts me more.
Back to reality, I needed to find work to make my country great and proud of me. I sighed, why it's too difficult to find work in the Philippines? If you're a commoner or somewhat below or let's just say like peole who doesn't have a degree, even you'd work hard you will still not have any progress in life. Unless you have a degree and work abroad to chase your dreams.
Like me, I took BS in Computer Science, though I was not a fan of programming. So I also did not understand why I took that course. When my brain cells almost died in our thesis and defense. Although I was able to work as a Data Encoer for two years after graduating, I know I did not get my dream job but at least it has similarity 'Computer'. Then two years of rest before I got another work again for few months then the rest was history of my unemployment records. My Ma was about to throw me because I was an unemployed person here. Always.
I tossed in my bed while texting with my bestfriend, Marie. I told her my moments with this handsome creature that almost turn to a tragic one. Yes I almost run over by his car and still did nothing but to stare at his trailblazer. I always have eyes for awesome cars but I was really betting Ford cars eversince that I played Gran Turismo.
We had plenty of topics to discuss and we also agreed to meet the next day and get bonded as well.
"Ma, I'm going out today to meet Marie." I told Ma while eating breakfast, then later would take a bath and go ahead.
"Where are you going?" she asked.
"Hanging out with my bestfriend Marie. Maybe hair salon." I replied.
She just nodded, after eating I washed the dishes and get dressed. I was wearing a beige knee length dress, flats with sling bag. My mother was only looking at me while I was doing all my rituals. Maybe she was grateful that I back with my old self now. Way back, I had always wore black as in everything were black from dresses, shoes, bags down to make ups. I didn't love black but that's the only color I liked for myself. So they were all too excited, my Ma and my friends to seeing me wearing and having other colors than black. And I stopped wearing dresses with converse as my shoes. Really changes in my life and I could say I was quite normal now.
"Bye Ma, see you later." I kissed her on the cheek.
"Take care." she said before I left the house.
As I walked to the tricycle, I was thinking of what Marie And I were going to talk about. Going to hair salon means I was going to deal with long hours of sitting there only. When I arrived at our meeting place near Antipolo Cathedral, I already saw her holding her phone and maybe I had few text messages from her. I actually kind of know that thing when my playlist had stopped a couple of times. I rushed to her, a bit late for about thirty minutes now. I frowned, she already knew about my shortscomings and this was one of them, I was always arrived late.
"Hi Marie!" I greeted and kissed her cheek.
"Gosh Sam! I was sitting here for about I did not know how long and it's a good thing the guard here in Mcdonalds has a heart of not shooing me away!" she lamented but kissed my cheek in return.
She could go for ordering drinks or anything. Or she could wait for me at the entrance of the Vpas or starbucks and consumed all the coffee they have there. After all she's filthy rich, or waited me instead inside the church.
"You know I'm a little too slow to take action, coz I don't have a car and my house is located at some secluded place. Besides we're going to salon for your hair and I'm going to wait for you there also. Do you have your prefer color for your hair?" I reasoned out. There's nothing new about me being late anyway.
"Whatever, anyway what happened to you last monday? You had mentioned about this Adonis and you even gawked at him figuratively and literally? As in jaw dropping sissy?" she asked as we walked to the salon. A few moments later I was telling her about my moments with this Adonis himself while she was starting for her hair.
"Like what I've said he's too handsome like a Greek God from Mount Olympus and come in a full package, but then when he opened his mouth.. I just feeling sorry for him.. I meant for myself. Even though he's handsome, yes.. but he's lack of good manners and right conduct. He's too rude and arrogant and didn't even apologize.." he almost hit me by his car and then he said nothing and even looked irritated of me, why me? When I didn't even do anything but stare. Son of a b***h.
"That's the problem with you, Sam. You have a bad habit of day dreaming. Hello! You're in the middle of the road." she scolded me now. "And I know you too well, when you're in the streets. You walking around like you were walking to the park. And even if this speedy cars upcomming and roaring to your way, you will not be in a hurry." she rolled her eyes.
Fine, she might be right about that thing. But my point, my point is.. that man didn't even bother to say his apology. When he almost killed me that incident.
"Okay fine, I'm partly at fault. But you don't need to rub that on my face, over and over. I maybe half dreaming and half not with myself that time because I couldn't find your building." I rolled my eyes. She has car why she did not know the misery of commuters like me.
"Oh, I thought you did not want to work because you did not want to get tired? And your parents never asked you to look for a job?" she squinted her eyes.
I know. They were not forcing me to work, since I did not have my own family. Before I was fine with that set up but that was before, now I'm 28 years old. For vanilla's sake! And yet I'm unemployed. Social media and books were just my past time, it's a good thing I was no longer addicted to online games. Single life.
"Yeah, I know. Before I'm cool with that but now.. I don't think so. I feel bored and I want change." I answered her sincerely.
"Well, good for you. So do you like to work again? Remember the slot I had mentioned on you?" she looked at me. "Go for it. Being a part time model is not that bad or you can apply for my Aunt's as her secretary. You choose." she winked. "Or you can even go with us on our vacation in Palawan" she giggled. I shook my head at her craziness, I was just starting to look for a job and now she's offering me that vacation right away.
I forgot about that Adonis, but his personality is really intriguing me.
"I'll think about it sis, you know modelling is not my thing. I was only resorted to get those stints because of my weakness and that's for concert. For tickets. I prefer office work, though I am still not sure yet. Uhm, what about you? Aren't you need a secretary?" I flashed my beautiful smile.
"Sorry my dearest sis, but I don't need one. But my Aunt do. She's in dire need of new one for her nephew. He's fresh from U.S. and soon managing the company." then what now? Where do I work?