Aria’s POV
Last night was a lot, it was overwhelming, after we came back to the hotel room I spoke about Josh, I spoke about the physical and verbal abuse, Eli suggested it would be good if I saw someone, I thought about it too, maybe I did need help, I just got out of an abusive relationship and I would rather not make the same mistakes with Elijah.
I can’t deny the feelings I have for him, I know being with him would only strengthen those feelings. I want to be better before anything more happens between us; I would like to be better for me, I would like to be better for him. Not only that, but I thought about it long hard. It could be lust, possibly I was just using him as a rebound, I would hate if I was using him as a rebound, he deserves much better, everyone deserves to be happy.
