Beautiful Dynamics

Truth of The Wolf

This was clearly a trick. Tori would never be disloyal to her dominant, but she didn't need to know I knew that. I'd let her think I am fooled by her false play towards betrayal. See just how far I could get her before she began to squirm. "A bad bunny, hmmm?" I grinned down at her, making sure my canines were visible on purpose. "What is this bad bunny going to do for me? You're right, your Daddy doesn't need to know a thing, hmm?" I paid close attention to the micro expression on her face, but it was stone. She should have been an actress. "You know what I want?" I said in a course whisper while hovering my lips over her ear. "I want to dip my tongue into your sweet tight hole. The one right--" I cup my hand and slide it between Tori's thighs, letting my middle finger and ring finger find her entrance over her leggings. I put some pressure and rub slowly, "Here." I groan. Tori's hips lifted from the ground and she let out a sweet whimper. "You'd like that, wouldn't you?" I asked her while repeating the same motion over and over till I felt her excitement dampen the spot my fingers caressed. "I have a better idea. Why don't I slip these off and fill you with this?" I groaned the question while lifting my hips up so that my erection replaced my fingers. I'd seen what she worked with before. Brent was impressive. A matter of fact, it seemed as though we were close to the same size. I hadn't sat and stared at it, but I'd never seen another man pack almost identical equipment to my own. I was taken back at first. Brent definitely could sympathize .I'd had many women tap out. Some did because the thickness was too overwhelming. Others were too shallow and could't take the full length, which was understandable. Not every woman could take 9 solid inches. It was honestly a let down when a woman couldn't take me. There was something beautiful about a woman that could. Watching her swallow me up, pressing on her belly to feel it swell up as I filled her.

I groaned, thinking about doing this to Tori. "I want to fill your belly up." I whispered while bringing my hand down to press on her lower tummy. "Right here. I want you to feel it right in here." I said, bending to bite on her ear sharply with a canine. Tori's legs were shaking, and I could see I was breaking her resolve. I'd learned from Brent that she was extremely verbal. I had not used to be very verbal, but when I found how reactive women were to it, how much wetter they got. I spoke up more often. Letting my most heated thoughts come forward. I held back at times, because my primal side could get really scary if I let it. I knew that if I went to dip my head down between her thighs she'd try to attack. Though she was definitely being affected by my words, I could still tell she was restraining herself. Her breathing was too controlled. She was giving herself away, breathing slowly through her nose and out her mouth. It showed me she was trying to focus. I smirked down at her "You know, you're a very talented actress." My smirk disappeared completely and was replaced with a deadpan expression. "You're not the only one who had to learn manipulation to survive. Seems you've attracted some very like-minded people. Can't out smart your kintype sweetie." I said this while still grinding my erection between Tori's thighs. Tori's reaction almost made me throw my head back and howl in laughter. She paused and then her head dropped to the ground in defeat. All expressions and attempts to put on a show disappear. "Uggggh.. I know! It's so f*****g annoying!" She whines. "Sucks, right? It's a real pain when you surround yourself with people just as intelligent and intuitive as yourself. Can't pull anything on' em!" I laughed.

I chuckled loudly before jumping up and swooping her back up and over my shoulder quickly. "That was a cute attempt though. I give you credit for giving it a try." I added before giving Tori's backside a firm slap. She yelps and goes limp. "You know I'm not going to stop trying, right?", Tori says softly. I could feel her finger tracing the skin of my back. "I prefer you do. Nothing worse than prey not putting up a fight." I replied while focusing my attention on finding the right direction back to the house. "You're a handsome and impressive male Raph, why is it you don't have your own submissive? Or do you prefer to share what other dominants offer you?" Tori asks me. "Don't." I growl. "It's a valid question. I'm curious. You're clearly dominant, intelligent, and dare I say it kind. I see no reason why a woman wouldn't want to submit to you." Tori's voice turned sweet and gentle. It was hard to tell if this was genuine or just another attempt to deter me from my goal. "You're not getting to my head Bunny. Better shut it." I sighed. Looking down, I could see I was close. I was standing over the spot where Tori had clearly rolled her clothing in the dirt. "I should have thought about disguising that, " Tori said with annoyance, "Lesson learned." I replied while continuing on.

"Is it because someone broke your heart?" If this little s**t didn't stop trying to analyze me, I was going to toss her. "Shut. Up." I told her through gritted teeth. "Ding. Ding. Ding. Found it. So what did she do? She cheated on you, didn't she?" Tori went on, paying no mind to my verbal warnings. The erection in my pants disappears, and I'm left with a sinking feeling in my chest. "I can feel I'm right. I'm sorry she did that Raph. You didn't deserve that. I can tell you're a loyal man. I can see it in the interactions you have with Brent. You find people and you stay loyal. I am happy that Brent has found a friend in you, and even happier to know you're here for me too. Turly. This isn't me tricking you. I could care less right now about winning this game. My heart goes out to anyone who's been betrayed. Love is love and it hurts when people take advantage of the love we so freely give." By the time Tori finished, there were tears in my eyes. If it hadn't been for the fact we were in the middle of the woods, I'd have fallen to my knees sobbing. "Where did you learn to talk like that?" I whispered, trying to hide the tears in my voice.

"Brent. I had a lot of difficulties with verbal communication before him. But he's taught me so much about what spoken words can do for people. Before this, he and I were friends, you know. Best friends actually, and I sat back and listened to how he spoke with others. How he treated others. I wanted to imitate that, because I know how much it helped me. I realized all he was doing was uplifting people with the truth he could see within them. It took me a good deal of time to realize how much I wasn't comprehending. I started studying words. I still don't talk much, but with him. With him I don't have to. He knows me, and I can only pray that you one day find that person for yourself." By the time Tori finishes her practically award-winning speech, my face is soaked with tears. All I'd ever wanted was for a woman to speak of me the way Tori did of Brent. It's all my heart ever desired. My knees buckled, and I found that I had gotten on the other side of the grass that lined the woods. How had I done that? My vision was blurred by my own tears. Tori slips herself off my shoulders and bows to kneel in front of me. "Oh Raph, you're so much more than a predator. Just as I am so much more than a lost Bunny. These roles we play are meant to help us heal, not who we're meant to remain as. If this is something you're playing out over and over in an attempt to escape and not find the reason you're running. Then you shouldn't force yourself to take on a role you're not ready for. Maybe it's time you allowed yourself to rest, and try something new?"

"But what else could I ever be?" I cried out at her. Tori's small hands went to my shoulders. "What do you want to be?" She asks me, "I- I don't know." I wasn't angry, this emotion was deeper. I can't describe it. "Hey Princess, we okay over here?" I heard Brent's voice and lifted my head to see him standing behind Tori. I wiped away the tears on my face, feeling embarrassment beginning to build. "No hold on, stay." Brent said, going to bow in front of me as Tori had, "Tell me. I want to know. This is important and obviously a much needed moment for you, Raph." I laughed lightly, "You two are something else man." I couldn't help my inner thoughts coming to the surface. They were a powerful couple for sure. It was like love was their super power. "What the hell did your parents feed you while growing up?" I asked sarcastically while trying to look away from their stares. "If there is anyone that can understand eye contact being uncomfy. You're in luck. I understand fully.", Tori giggles. Brent laughs and slaps his hand down on the shoulder that Tori's other hand had left. "You're a good man Raph. I know you don't see it in yourself, but I do." Brent says, squeezing my shoulder lightly, "I told him the exact same thing in the woods." Tori squeaks, "Good job Princess, you're learning to read energy so well!"

"I'm a good man. Right, apparently not good enough for a woman to stay loyal to.", I said, spitting quickly on the grass, as if to try and clear my mouth of even trying to speak about my past. "Loyal people can't understand the choices of the unloyal. Stop trying to understand why she made the choice to be unloyal. All you can do is work on yourself and focus on your own growth. Listen man, I don't think you're built for the lifestyle you've been trying to force yourself to be involved in. I fully believe you're monogamous. You don't want to share, you want to claim something and have it be yours. "Oh man." I sighed, "I-I don't even know how to digest that." There was a pause and Tori's hand slipped from my shoulder and I glanced over at her. "I think what he's trying to say is that you need a partner when partaking in things of this nature. You need an anchor. It's fun to play with others, but to do it while not anchored can hurt. Brent and I have each other when we are done. We can go into our room with one another and talk about what we experienced. Whereas with you, you go into a space alone. And that can cause one to feel used. We don't want that."

They were right. When I really thought about it, they were right. Yes, I wanted Tori. She was a beautiful and notably intelligent woman. But, she was not mine, and she would never be mine. It didn't matter how well I f****d her tonight, how eloquent I could be with my word play, or how much I shared with her in the woods. She was never going to be mine and that was painful. It would hurt going back to the trailer in the yard after a night of passion and watching these two in love enjoy each other. "Raph, do you want to continue with our role play tonight? Do you want to go on with what we planned? I'd like for you to give consent." Brent asks me seriously. "I don't want to continue. I'm sorry, but I want to wait till I have found one for me to join. I don't want to be alone in this." I said, hanging my head, embarrassed that I'd gone this far without even considering my own feelings. "There is no need to apologize. I am proud of you. You'll find your anchor, I have no doubt," Brent said to me. His hand falls from my shoulder and he goes to stand. "And when you do, we shall play this game again!" Tori squeals, giving my forearm a pinch. "Princess, don't tease him." Brent says sternly down at Tori who looks up with a pout. "That we shall." I reply with a wink.