Chapter Six One evening and a day at the B&B had shaken my life—and took my husband to new levels of dominant desire. What would three days there do to my psyche and my marriage? I could predict disaster easily, being afraid the experience would be much more than I could handle. “We can take a break,” Will reminded me, “drive to the lake if you like, or sightsee all those little towns you’ve been wanting to explore.” We were driving south, this trip as scary for me as the first. Having been there once before did nothing to put me at ease. Between the dream and real life, there was a lot for me to meet with trepidation. At the same time, I wanted to be there, as though the house, its secrets and my dreams were calling me. Will and I had never made love—and f****d—so much as we did the w