HIS OBSESSION

#6 Alone Together

The week passed by and nothing changed. The days were pretty much the same with Kathy missing most of the time. I was not sure if she was really having s*x so much. How can someone endure so much? Probably she was into something more than she was willing to accept. To begin with, after that day she never talked about it much. The only thing she would say is that she will tell everything when it is the right time. Apparently, she had no time for us these days. I was a bit upset as we were not able to spend time like before but I was happy for her. Despite all the secrecy, Kathy once seemed serious for someone and truly happy. She has the most dysfunctional family and it affects her more than she lets people believe.

On the other hand, Rebecca though appeared the same throughout the day, has chosen to ride to and fro to school with Brian. Though they never talked in the school much, almost everyone gossiped about them being in a relationship. Honestly, I had my doubts too. But I was too scared to speak to her face. When she is ready she will tell. 

Moreover, who was I to question anyone? I myself was obsessed with my aunt's boyfriend who seemed to be having his own secret agenda. I come to school using public transport or with aunt Amanda, but Blake never failed to pick me up from the same spot. Mostly it would be a silent ride. But the few things we discussed gave me some insight into his personality and liking. 

Apparently, we shared a few hobbies like hiking and camping. We both liked to gaze at stars in the night sky. Also, our favorite color was blue. But we had our differences too. He was health-conscious and preferred healthy food while I was a total junkie. Our taste in music was completely different but we have started adopting. Also, he said that it was secret but he was a nerd and still likes to read books in his free time. 

The more I came to know about him, the more attractive he was appearing to me. He was balanced and well mannered. He was humorous and had perfect timing. What attracted me most was his sensibility and boldness. He was calm but can be a hurricane if required. I know it's too much but I kind of have started developing a habit of listening to him or anything about him carefully. 

It's Saturday tomorrow and I and Blake will be officially staying alone - together for the first time as my Aunt was going to travel for work. . He was already acting like a dotting figure to me and I have kind of adapted to this. 

Aunt Amanda was pretty excited about the project and was already busy planning for her trip. This had already given some room for both of us to spend some time together alone. For the last three days, I and Blake are watching a football match before sleeping as my aunt was returning home late. 

Although nothing happened between us, I was more than happy to be around him. One night I had fallen asleep and Blake had carried me to my room and tucked me in. I had woken up sometime after he had lifted me, but I had pretended to be in deep sleep. Oh boy! I am never going to let go of a chance like that! It was the closest we had got, but it was enough for now. 

I was eagerly waiting for school to end. Surprisingly Kathy was waiting for us. She looked exhausted but happy. I was concerned for her but I could not bring myself to speak anything to her. I have no idea since when we all are hiding things from each other. Recently Rebecca is also behaving weird. 

Soon Rebecca joined us and after a very long time we three caught up. We kind of exchanged a few irrelevant pieces of stuff and perfectly hid the real things going on. Rebecca was the most sincere one. She at least admitted that she was in an open relationship with Brian and was active sexually. She also said that she is still exploring this and till now she is enjoying it. 

Kathy appeared as most the mysterious one. She only giggled from time to time and only hinted that she is staying with the professor most of the nights and her parents think that she is with Rebecca. 

They inquired about my Aunt and Blake and said some dirty things about Blake, but I kept myself composed. Years of experience being with both of them and pretending to be invisible with no emotions came in handy. They called me a bore and asexual and drifted apart their ways. 

Once they were out of sight, I sighed. I almost ran towards the spot. I was already late by 30 minutes. I was sure Blake would have left or if by any chance he was still there, he would be fuming with anger. 

As soon as I took the turn, the red splendid convertible was parked at the exact spot, standing with all its glory and gorgeousness. I let out a deep breath and summoned my courage. I slowly walked towards the car and took the passenger seat.

Luckily he did not speak a word and started for our hill house. The journey was quiet until we reached the turn from where the traffic becomes less. The hillside road has become our spot for bonding. It's like we are different persons with no connection. 

"Why were you late?"  He queried finally melting the invisible ice. 

"Umm... It was Kathy and Rebecca. They have been busy lately and we three kinds of caught up things. I did not notice the time. I am sorry. Next time I will be careful." I replied meekly.

He let out his signature devilish smile, unsettling my nerves. It was for a brief second but he looked like a perfect demigod from the side. I had no idea but I was staring at him continuously till he let out another smirk.

"Do you think I am handsome?" He asked out of nowhere.

"Yes... No... Yes... I mean Why are you asking this?" I said. My tension was quite decipherable. He was enjoying my situation a bit too much. Gosh!! What is this devil? Is he planning to kill me or something? Is he even allowed to talk to me like this? What are your real intentions, Blake??

"I did say that day you are beautiful, right? I just want to know what you think about me." He asked with his smirk on. He was definitely playing with me.

I was irritated by his attitude. Why was he being a jerk and complicating things? Is he really oblivious to my feelings to ask such things? Or he knows way too much and asking them intentionally! Grrrrrrhh...

He suddenly stopped the car and forced me to look into his deep ocean blue eyes. I wish I could drown in them. Oh, God! And here we are with my obsession kicking in. The devil!! 

"What?" I asked irritated. Honestly, the irritation was focused mostly on me than him. 

"Do you have a boyfriend?" He was blunt. Straight. Plain - Simple - Outwardly Straight!! Are father figures supposed to ask such questions so freely? And someone they met a week before?

 "Answer me". Blake asked seriously. His tone was a bit enraged if you ask me.

"No," I answered honestly but he kept looking at me as if he was scanning my brain or something. 

"Mars, you better not have one when I am here." He said and started the engine.

I was dumbfounded by that statement. What does he mean? He is my aunt's boyfriend! Why can't I have a boyfriend if he is around? Is it just a fatherly concern or more? My head started hurting badly. Suddenly I wished aunt would not be leaving me alone with Blake.

I already had complicated things with Blake in my head and things will go worse if he starts reciprocating. But will he? The anticipation and the apprehensions will kill me! And most importantly what if he reciprocates? Am I ready to cheat on my aunt? The person who raised me and supported me?

Blake, I wish I never met you. But how much I wish I would have met you first. Arrrghhh... I hate you!

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It was a weekend, so I woke up late. But my aunt had already left even before I was awake. It was natural for her to leave at odd hours and hence I did not mind. The house felt lonely. What surprised me was there was no Blake. I took a deep breath and let out a long sigh. It was peaceful being truly alone after a long time. I was used to be alone before all this.

I thought of m**********g. I had not done that after the first two days. It was kind of ineffective and made things worse. But today I was alone and no harm in enjoying a bit. I was dying to do that in the open pool for a while now. I was in no way going to let go of the perfect opportunity. 

I wore a hot bikini that was showing off my curves. I have a hot body. Full breasts and plump butts to die for. I was naturally beautiful but no one would really notice me with my big specs and baggy clothes. But today was different. 

I got inside the cold water. It soothed my tensed body and I kind of relaxed inside the water for a while. Then I watched porn. I tried to see anything but the stepfather thing but then after a few times, that's what I was seeing and was already fantasizing about Blake. 

I wanted him to be with me and undress me completely. To touch me at places even I can not reach, to fill my holes and make me his woman. I kept moaning his name and m**********g inside the water. I was so lost with my wild thoughts that I did not realize I was getting loud.

Akh... Ahh... Oh my God!! Oh, Blake!! Yes... Yes. Blake. Oh, Blake... Oh!!

I kept repeating. 

Thud!

I heard a loud noise and quivered in shock. I was not expecting anyone to be inside the house. The thud was followed by a creaking sound and the door to the pool opened. It was Blake. 

I was flustered. What if he heard my screams from a while ago? And I am wearing almost nothing. He is going to think I am a slut. What if he saw me m**********g inside the pool? I was scared.

But Blake did not say anything. He kept looking at me. I could see the lust in his eyes. But it could be my imagination. I wanted him to be lustful for me. 

He stood there for a good time and I tried to hide inside the water as if it was possible. I felt naked. 

After some time, once he was done thinking and looking at me, he left without saying a word. I sighed out of relief. I was happy that he did not say anything. I have literally no answers for him or for what I was doing. I was scared, flustered and ironically was also feeling horny.

I have no idea why but the thought that Blake saw me almost naked and probably caught me m**********g while screaming his name, made me feel guilty and hot at the same time. 

I wish he was more clear with his intentions.

Oh, Blake! You are really going to be the death of me! I came out of the water and put on a bathrobe. 

The stay was going to be eventful!!