I was high on desire when I started from the ice cream parlor but as soon as I neared the house, guilt started taking the driver seat. No matter how aunt Amanda had behaved with me in past or how indifferent we were, she was my closest relative. After my mother died, I was left orphaned. My father had left both of us along the back. I have no memory of him, to be honest. But losing my mother was the worst day of my life. I was shattered. It was aunt Amanda who took me into her custody, financed my education, takes care of my needs. Even though she was not available always emotionally, she did her best. After all who could blame her! She was unmarried and living a bachelor's life and suddenly there was a kid she had to take care of that she had not signed for!
And in all these years, she d
