I stared out of the window. It was freezing outside, and Carlos made sure to switch on the radiator making the car warm. I was wondering why Carlos was driving himself when Xavier was there, and I glanced sideways at him and felt that familiar lurch in my stomach and hurriedly directed my attention through the car window. I was looking to the view outside though it was a little dark outside, I was engulfed with memories which flooded in my eyes. This was the place where I was born and lived here for twenty years, my memories of this place were sweet and bitter but still I loved the felling of belonginess. We were nearing the lake and Carlos spoke finally, “Shall I stop so that we can get out and walk near the lake.” “It is very cold outside we will come back some other t