The Young Alpha

The Beginning of Sorrows

We arrived at the Packhouse, he tells me to, "Swallow it all if any of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"

Gulp, holy crap, I need my teeth so I'm trying to suck him dry! He lets go of my hair so I can get up, I wipe off my mouth and rub my jaws. He gets out and grabs my suitcases, then carries me inside. I'm so sad, I never wanted to see this place again. I didn't want anyone to see my face so I buried it in his chest, wrapping my arms around his neck. I hear his chest rumble. I have no idea how to get away from him now! I'm emotionally exhausted, mentally stressed out and just want to go to sleep, but I don't think he'll let me.

I took off my shoes when we get inside his quarters, "Go lay down!" he orders me. I limp quickly to the room and get in bed. He stores my suitcases in his closet, leaves then returns pulling off his clothes. He throws something cold, hard and blue at me,

"It's an ice pack for your face, to help with the swelling." He says dismissively.

I put it on my heated face it helps a bit. I know what's coming and I'm really trying not to cry but the tears fall anyway. He screws me all night, needless to say but I didn't get much sleep. I may have dozed off in between orgasms but it was rudely interrupted by him beating on me. He pulled my hair so much I'm surprised I still have any on my head!

At 5:00 a.m. when my alarm sounded, I was sucking him off, only after he nutted did he allow me to make HIM a huge breakfast THEN I could get ready for work. I drank some hot water with lemon and honey for my throat then go take a quick shower... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fell asleep while in the shower and he slapped me on my ass to wake me up! I sleepily stare pouting at him, the water running in my face.

"Get dressed, hurry up!" He barks and I hop out of the shower wincing as I dry off and limp to the closet. My leg has gotten worse from where he kicked me last night, I see a huge bruise and I'm thinking I may have to see a doctor soon. I guess I need to let him know,

"Beta Shawn, I think I need to see a doctor about my leg?" I asked timidly, I saw the muscle in his jaw tick and he squinted before I felt his hand around my throat cutting off my airway! GA-!

"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you hear me b***h! Stop f*****g around with me Abijah!" He snarled I felt that ^FEAR^ again and because I couldn't say anything I just blinked my reply.

"Now get dressed so I can take you to work and from now on, I will be dropping you off and picking you up, do you understand!" I narrowed my eyes.

I understand that, that wasn't a question but a demand! UGHH! I'm really regretting agreeing to ever go out with this maniac! He pushed me into my suitcases, they clattered around me. He walked away and Im coughing as I quickly find me some underwear and a work uniform putting it on, along with my work Crocs, grabbed my wallet and phone heading for the car. I limped down the stairs to the front door, down to the driveway and he was in front waiting for me, I get in and off we go.

We drove in silence the school is only a five minute drive away, he had this deep frown on his face and asks me, "Why haven't you healed up already?" Umm, what?

"Because I'm not a she-wolf, Beta Shawn, my body takes a lot longer to do everything." I say slightly irritated and why did he want me to heal up so fast? So he can leave more bruises in its wake!? I heard him mumble something like, "Weak ass human.."

Damn psycho, maybe if I left the state he won't find me, but I can't go back to Chicago he knows that's where I'm from. I've never been anywhere else but Milwaukee and Chicago but I have to do something! He pulls up to the kitchen entrance and I'm startled as he pulls me over into his lap.

"Who do you belong to Abijah?" His eyes bore into me and his words cold.

"I'm yours Beta Shawn, all yours!" Why does he always ask me this, how many times must I lie to satiate him?

"Are you really mine?" He asks a little softer.

"Yes, the things we've done I've never done with anybody else! And I never will! I'm yours, only yours, all yours!" I hold his face trying to convince him to believe my lies, just like he tries to convince me that he loves me. We're both liars.

"Then why did you try to leave me?" My eyes widened slightly, he sounds.. hurt?

"Because you hurt me and because I have Never been more afraid of anyone in my life, the way I am afraid of you Beta Shawn.." I lower my head, I'm sobbing now.

"I love you Abijah, I never wanted you afraid of me, I only need your obedience," he says persuasively. "Then teach me." I whisper. Wait what the hell am I saying?! But his voice and countenance changed to a more darker, colder tone,

"And I Will Have It! No matter what you WILL OBEY ME ABIJAH! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"

He bellows so loud the car windows shook! I'm trembling and nod my head. He pushes me back in my seat and yells for me to get out! I get out and before I can close the door properly he speeds away! I head into work with a headache, I'm limping, sore, swollen, scared, sleepy and hungry. What a way to start the first day. It's 6:15 a.m. when I get in my office I put away my wallet and phone in my top drawer of my desk. And head to my half bath to freshen up, I look as horrible as I feel, smh.

My crew has already started cooking breakfast and preparing lunch our schedule is as follows:

7-8 a.m. Breakfast

11-11:45 a.m. Daycare, Preschool, Kindergarten, 1st & 2nd Grade Lunch

11:50 a.m. - 12:35 p.m. 3rd, 4th & 5th Grade Lunch

12:40 p.m. - 1:25 p.m. 6th, 7th & 8th Grade Lunch

1:30 p.m. - 2:15 p.m. 9th thru 12th Grade Lunch

Five minutes is allowed in between so the cleaning crew can come.

The school is open from 6 a.m. till 6 p.m. so we have to leave out snacks for the Afterschool programs students and staff. Once were done we clean up and head home around 3:30 p.m. - 4 p.m.

When I leave my office and enter the kitchen to greet everyone, I know I look a hot mess but it can't be helped I just hope they don't bother me too much about it. Honestly the last thing I want to talk about is how Beta Shawn beat and screwed me all night.

They had a plethora of looks on their faces some of worry, some of pity, some of envy, some of indifference and some of shock. I just tried to ignore it the best I could. But Marlena, one of my werewolf crew came up to me, with a sneer saying, "It's not easy being the Betas' girl is it?" I glared at her for a second, rolled my eyes real hard and ignored that b***h.

"Good morning everyone, I pray y'all had a great weekend, I wish I did.." I whispered that last part, taking a deep breath I continued, "I don't really want to talk about why I look like this so please, don't ask. Let's hust get through our first day smoothly, if you need me I'll be in my office." I offered a small smile and went back to my office.

I didn't get to sit down good before Beatrice my puertorican human crew member came into my office asking did I need anything? "Yes if you have anything for headaches I would appreciate it."

I say gratefully, me and Bea, instantly became friends last week and I was truly happy she didn't press me for answers. I just couldn't deal with it right now. She left briefly then returned with some Ibuprofen. I took two and gave her a hug, closed my door and whispered to her,

"I tried to break up with Beta Shawn and it didn't go well, he's a complete psycho! Look at my fuckin face!" Her eyes were wide as tea cups, her hand over her mouth in shock and horror.

"The Beta did this?" She whispered back. I nodded,

"Yes! After I texted him last night, that I didn't want to be with him anymore, I went to sleep only to wake up and see him on top of me in my bed! I was terrified, he literally ass raped me all night after the ball. Then forced me to give him head! I've never done no s**t like that before, I had no idea what the hell I was doing." She just stared at me terrified so I continued,

"Then last night he slaps the hell outta me and kicks me, my leg hurts so bad.. I have to get away from him fast! But I don't know how, and now he's forcing me to live with him its been the most horrible weekend of my life, Bea."

She hugged me real tight it helped and I know that she has to get back so I tell her, "We can talk later on but gimme your number and please don't tell anyone okay?" She nods and gives me her number, returning to the kitchen. I go to my desk and get to work.

After about 30 minutes I go to see if anyone needs my help. The Principal, Mrs. Foster is ushering students into the cafeteria for breakfast. It's very lively in here, they were playing some upbeat music and some of the kids were up on the small stage dancing. Oh man to be a little kid again and not deal with adult problems, kids are so lucky. Wait I remember him saying that I have to bear him kids! He's f*****g crazy if he thinks that's gonna happen!

The stage was across from the kitchen all the way on the other side of the cafeteria and I seen Mrs. Foster beckon me to announce me as the new kitchen manager, I shook my head at her. I didn't want to be put on display looking like this! But she kept on motioning for me and Marlena that b***h pushed me out into the cafeteria. Fine! As I limped my way to the stage Shawnae runs up and gives me a hug. I hug her back scanning the room for her asylum worthy father, but didn't see him. She asks,

"What happened to your face Miss Abijah?" I frown jeez she's loud, I sigh,

"I'll tell you later I promise." She nods, "Daddy says you live with us now and that you are gonna give me a sibling soon!"

She exclaimed excitedly. He what!? I cant Believe he lied to her, I ain't giving that fool NOTHING! I try to smile at her and nod rubbing her hair. She goes back to her friends and I continue walking towards the damn stage. This day just began and already it needs to end. I finally make it there and as I walk up the stairs, Mrs. Foster says,

"I like to introduce you all to our new kitchen manager Miss Abijah, future wife of Beta Shawn!"

I f*****g Froze! I couldn't breathe or think.. I hear the crowd cheering and out the corner of my eye, coming up to the stage was none other than a mischievously smirking Beta Fuckin Shawn!