Matthew was happier than he could ever remember being in his life. He was also more confused. He enjoyed being with Howie. He loved having s*x with Howie. But every time that wee voice inside him asked, “Hello—what about your lifelong decision to become a priest?” he became confused.
It had happened that very afternoon as he got ready to meet Howie at the animal shelter to do some volunteer work. The voice had intruded on his happy anticipation of seeing Howie again while he was in the shower. Today he was able to ignore it—kind of. He very firmly informed the voice that for the time being he was going to appreciate what was going on between the two men and worry about his decision at the end of the summer semester which was a few weeks off. Of course, the fact that his c**k was all lathe
