Chapter 19 – Fears and Tears
I sit here staring at the bathroom, willing myself to not think about the need to pee, which does not help at all. I don’t know why but out of nowhere, I just started crying. Well, you could probably guess why. I think I have just been a bit numb to the events of today until now. I am stuck in this bed needing to pee, and all I can do is cry. I feel like I have completely lost everything, and I am helpless to fight it. Every time I try, I seem to make things worse.
I don’t know why, but my crying seems to wake Julietta up. I was legit fighting against her arm before, and she just slept through it, but she wakes up when I finally cry. Trust me, I am not just crying a little. I am bawling out crocodile tears.
“Oh, what time is it?” she questions, looking
