Chapter 11 – Rules and revaluations
**WARNING: mentions of suicidal thoughts and dark thoughts**
I hesitate before walking into the lounge room; I knew this would happen. I knew she would control every aspect of my life. I can't fight against her. She holds all the power; I am powerless against her. My mind can only imagine the worst. I can't help by wonder why bad things keep happening to me. Have I done something wrong to deserve all this? Is there only pain waiting for me in the end? Is it worth it anymore? I am worth anything to anyone?
All these questions swirl through my head, the answer being whispered in the back of my head. I push back the questions as tears fall down my cheek. I quickly wipe my eyes before making my way into Miss Young's lounge room.
"The dishes are done and
