I stared at the ceiling for the last four hours, unable to sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, I was back on that course. Screaming out in agony at my own f*****g mind.
They say our minds are weapons, but what happens when your own weapon decides to turn on you? What happens when you can’t fight it any longer?
I remember Brielle opening up to me once. At the time, I was in shock. I couldn’t believe that my sister. The woman who had it all, including Alpha blood running through her veins, could truly lose to her mind.
She’d wanted to die that day, laying alone in a bathtub of water. I saw that look in her eyes. The same look that I’ve seen mirrored in my own more times that I can count on two hands.
Is that they moment when your mind truly wins? The very last time you allow it the p
